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I feel so incredibly lonely right now. My parents are going to Italy in the morning and won't be back for a week. Then my sister is leaving for Prague on Tuesday and will also get home on Sunday. So I'll be all alone all week. I'm usually fine with that and really look forward to it, but this time it's just making me feel really sad and abandoned. I told my parents and they know exactly how I feel (because they are the best parents in the world) and they both hugged me and told me that it would be alright, but that didn't make me feel better. So right now I'm sitting here, crying. And I don't really know why. I think I'll go eat with my grandmom tomorrow and on Wednesday, and I have already made plans to see Maria and Line at some point in the week. But still I feel left out and stupid.

I think it's partly because I'm not feeling too good. I have a sore throat and have too much snot in my head. I feel dizzy and everything's a bit foggy and far away.

I'm just so stupid... I'll go to bed now, read for a while, probably cry a bit more and then sleep. I hope you're all doing great and I love you *hugs*