shubassdk | Recent Entries

Last night. Yeah, I kissed someone. Just to prove to myself that I could. Muhahah!!

Maria and I went to Moose bar with Nina, where we talked for a few hours for the first time in *years*. It was so nice! Then we went to a club, where we bought some drinks and went to sit down at an empty table, which we soon realised *wasn't* empty, because three guys were actually sitting there. There were three of them and three of us. You do the math ;) Well, Maria and Nina were most agressive, so they claimed first dibs on them, which left me with whomever they hadn't taken. They changed prey all through the night, changing when they had talked to one of the others. Nina went dancing with the blone one called Martin and they started making out. Maria went dancing with the brunette one called Daniel and I *thought* they had kissed, too. I was waiting for Rebekka and was totally bored, because the last one (I'll call him Bahit, because I can't remember his real name) was talking to his ex-girlfriend. We'd earlier talked about football and the mini-Porsche I have in my pencil case and stuff like that. Martin and Bahit had both called me their dream wife (yes, you can score because of football) and Daniel gave me the biggest hug and a kiss on the cheek because I said I liked Peter Møller (who just happened to be his idol). A good song came on and Bahit, Maria and I went dancing. Maria apparently whispered to Bahit that I was just shy, so when Maria left he really made his move. We started dancing closer and closer and suddenly we were kissing, not that it came as a great surprise. He was good-looking, a good dancer and a good kisser. And incredibly nice, too...!! Maria had told methat at the end of this vacation she wanted to see me score someone, because in spite of me having kissed 14 different people in the span of two months, she hadn't been present at any of the occations. She and Nina were dancing next to us, so they saw the whole thing happen. Muhaha...!! Nina left and since Maria realised she wouldn't kiss Daniel she wanted to go, too. So I told Bahit we had to leave, he asked Maria if she couldn't just let me stay (because I am *sure* he thought we'd be going home together), but, no, I am an ice queen and the entire plan of the evening was to kiss someone, so I was happy with the outcome. So Maria and I walked home in the snow.

Today I woke up at 2 pm with a cold. It's been three months since my last flu, so it was about time it came, really... Have been sleeping, watching TV and drinking tea all day.

Tomorrow I start university at 8 am, so I should possibly go to bed soon.

Oh, and that law-student has started calling me Teresa-musen (mus = mouse) and the Bilka-guy has started having dreams about me. Oh, yes, I rule.

I want to comment on the Muhammed-cartoons, but the snot in my brain is stopping me. All I want to say is that I can't understand why Jyllands-Posten can't say they are sorry and I am beginning to fear for my life. We could very well be hit by a suicide bomb any moment now and I live very near the center of Copenhagen.

Current Mood: sick

Oh, yeah...!! I still got it ;)

*goes to bed laughing*

Current Mood: flirty

I've been out bith yesterday night and tonight. Both "outings" have been marvelous. Yesterday I went with Maria to the Egmont party, where I'll *definitely* go a lot more in the future, because people are so incredibly nice, the alchohol is cheep and the guys are cute. I had been noticing a guy, but whenI finally got a grip and decided to go after him he was gone, so that part of the plan went out the window...

( Me ) Therefore I conclude that they must be gay and thereby the thought of me being rejected by the guy is no longer present in my head :)

I have been writing a lot with Michael from Dating.dk. He is growing sweeter and sweeter by the minute, but also beginning to act as if I'm *actually* his girlfriend (which I might be?). I'd told him I was going to Stengade tonight, to which he asked if it was an invitation for him to come as well. I really really thought about it and, yes, I want to meet him and I want to kiss him (which is an incredibly scary thing to realise), but I also wanted this night to myself to see if I could actually score out in the real world as well, so I wouldn't have to go through with the awkwardness of meeting him/going on a date. What if I don't like him? Or worse, if he doesn't like me! Then there is dumping in the air, yet again.

I'm so confused!! I'm going to continue and write Michael, but also try and find some guy to kiss tomorrow (when we're going out, yet again). Because, yes. I am a cocktease.

Current Mood: confused

I'm so bad. Seriously, I must be the biggest flirt on earth.

Over the past month I've been asked out on dates by approximately 20 different guys. I've turned them all down. I've chatted seriously with 5-10 guys, all of whom believe that I'm mostly talking to them. I think I've made three of them get a seriously crush on me or maybe even fall in love. The first one was Magnus, who was just...too much. Then there's Michael, who is really the sweetest guy I've ever talked to. He says the nicest things, but they don't feel forced. He constantly calls me "sweety" and "gorgeous". We're really alike, because he's a geek, too. He appreciates movies and comedy just as much as me. Only catch is that he works in Bilka and wants to start a career in detail. It's not a a catch, per say, it just goes against my fantasy of marrying a science major called Magnus. And now I've added flirt #3 to the list. Rune, who's four years into his Law degree. We have the same kind of humour, the same personalities, are more or less at the same points in our lives. And he just said, "no, now I want you as my girlfriend!"

The problem is that now I'm talking to Rune and I feel that we have more in common than Michael and I, but I still feel like I'm cheating on Michael. But I like 'em both... I've talked more with Michael, maybe that's why...

You know what? All three of them are over 190 cm, which is waaay more than me. Kissing either of them would be a problem.

I really am a bad bad person...

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Bush on TV

Uh, the waterpipe-club-thingie on Sunday was *brilliant!* We had such fun and smoked a lot of apple tobacco. We just more or less sat and talked about everything for 6 hours. Afterwards Katherina and I missed our night bus, so we had to walk home from Valby in -5 degrees cold, but we talked a lot things through, so it was alright :)

Maria and I went to Fields yesterday (giant mall). I must admit that I had a plan about the whole thing, because there's this guy I've been writing a lot with on Dating (no, I was scared off like crazy last time) and he works in Bilka (I know...), so I wanted to check him out. But when we came he was probably out back, because we couldn't see him. But we got a lot of shopping done! Foundation (because.), lotions, a *wonderful* bag!

I also bought a pair of training pants and some trainers, because later today Katherine and I will go join a gym! (yay, I'm gonna do it! Finally!) I really am looking forward to it. It's especially good, because we spend so much time together, so none of us can back out of it.

But before that I will have my dreaded doctor's appointment. Yes, the one with clamydia. Hopefully it's nothing...

My Italian cousin came last night. He's only 1/4 Danish and have never *really* learned it, but now heøs studying Nordic Languages on University of Florence, so he's gotten a lot better! He's going to stay here for 10 days doing...something. But it's cool, I'm gonna take him to a rock concert on Friday with some friends.

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: birds chirping

Howdy do, everyone!!

Just checking in to say that both of my exams are killed and very very dead! The first went so-so. The presentation went brilliantly, they liked our paper, but I completely messed up in the second question, so I ended up with an 8 (given for the average performance), which I'm okay with. A bit bombed, but okay. The second exam (today), on the other hand, is by far the absolute best exam I HAVE EVER HAD!!! There was such a nice air in the room, the teachers were happy, we joked around, we talked about our paper, they said they liked it (actually they said that we were the only ones who had written the paper they had hoped for). Everything was just...perfect. And we ended up getting an 11 (given for the independent and excellent performance), which is more or less the highest grade you can possibly get, because 13 is practically out of reach for *everyone*.

But, yeah. Life is great and I have an average of 9,3. Woot! Next block, meteorology, which I'll LOVE!

Tomorrow, going to the spa with Kathrine (which has become an exam tradition for us. We did it after the GIS exam as well). Friday, hanging out with Maria (I hope). Sunday, water pipe/girls' night with Asta and the girl from Geo). Next week: Wednesday, old students' party at my grad school. Thursday/Friday/Saturday, various outings with Maria at night, incl. a Fridaybar and a discoteque.

Woot!! Vacation until the 6th!!

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Diana King - Shy Guy

So. Now the mail has been sent to Magnus. I hope he takes it okay and that he doesn't end up hating me...

Ended up reading the entire glacial morphology book, which took me 6 weeks to get through a few months ago. I understood it all, so now *that* part is under control. Now I just need the entire cultural geography-part, which is freaking me out like you wouldn't believe...

Oh, and I think I forgot to tell you that Maria and I sadly *didn't* end up getting the apartment, so now we're at square one, yet again. Woot!

I am *so* looking forward to Wednesday evening...

FC Copenhagen - Schalke tomorrow!!

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Alcazar - Acapella

My crush-tag entries is seriously the funniest thing in the world. I sound so confused and I am so sure through it all that I'm going to end up hurt (I did, but not really in the way I thought). On August 22nd I wrote this about Mads: "But he's so sweet, so if he keeps it up, I might just fall for him." Oh, really, now...!! Cue next two weeks of me being head-over-heels over Mads. On August 24th I write that the following Friday I will have to choose between Mads, Thomas and Lars. In reality I ended up getting my very first kiss from a guy called Magnus.

My life is so fucked up at some points... When I compare my life *now* to how it was a year ago, so much has changed! 12 months ago I was unemployed and I only saw five different friends on a regular basis. Now? Birth control-pills, a chlamydia test, a pregnancy scare, having kissed with 12-15 different guys (according to how you define a kiss), not having *remotely* enough hours in a day, two oral exams coming up in the next five days. During my vacation I am doing a party hat-trick with Maria. She decided it and I couldn't say no.

Now I *really* have to go read glacial morphology for tomorrow...!!

First exam: Monday at 2 pm
Second exam: Wednesday at 1:30 pm

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: nothing

Uhm, yeah. So after posting about Magnus yesterday I talked to some people and

xavantina told me to possibly reconsider. Because I think he might be just a tad weird (in the bad way) and he is *definitely* ready for more relationship than me. I just...he's already acting like we're boyfriend/girlfriend and while I might have flirted back in the beginning, now I'm just feeling weirded out. He's already gotten his aunt to take his cats, for crying out loud!! And we haven't even met each other yet! I've realised that while what I had with Rasmus was a lot less than what I wanted, this is definitely a lot *more* than what I wanted. I've come to the conclusion that I want to flirt and possibly kiss a guy or two, but a long-term, full on, seeing each other every day-relationshion is *not* what I want. Nor is it what I *can*, because while I care about my love life, I still want a good education, so I have to put that first right now (which was *EXACTLY* what Rasmus told *me* and that scares me).

So now I have to write to the poor guy (who just wrote me a text message asking if I wanted to come online and say goodnight o.O), telling him that we've moved waaay too fast and that I just want to be friends. I've known this for 12 hours and I've just kept pushing it off. I have to break up with someone. That is such a weird thought.

I told Kathrine about this today and jesper and Andreas overheard us, so I had to tell them everything about it. They teased me in the most lovable way and ended up reading my profile. Andreas applauded me for getting back on the horse so quickly. They really are so sweet, those two... I think Andreas is possibly fixing me up with a computer-friend of his. Let's just see, shall we?

I'd written in my profile that I weigh 57 kg, to which Andreas said, "Ah, 57 kg? I don't think so...!" To which I had to answer that I'd just weighed myself *today* and I weigh 55 kg. Yes. I haven't weighed this little since...7th grade? It's such a weird thought! And the weirdest thing is that the fat isn't going anywhere, I just lose wight. Maybe my bones are getting slimmer... But after exams this'll be over! I will start working out in a gym nearby. Yes, I will...!

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Jacob Tingleff on TV

I am absolutely ready to die now. I have just returned home from university and finalising my 2nd report, the statistics-one. 26 pages, all in all. We've been writing until midnight for three days in a row, so we've *really* worked hard! We've ended up writing a really good report, far better than the others we've looked at, so we're really content. Timo wrote all the philosophical stuff, Laura the statistics, which I co-wrote, but I was mostly the person who did the Excel and the chorographical mapping, so I'll have to spend some time reading up on the other things before the exam. But it's done!! I can upload it if anyone wants to read it ;)

Tomorrow, hand it in at 1 pm and then do powerpoint presentation for the other exam, due at 4 pm. Then possibly relaxing in the night with a visit from Rebekka. The weekend will consist of reading the curriculum for the first report/rehearsing the presentation. Then oral exam on Monday. Reading statistics on Tuesday. And exam on Wednesday or Thursday.

I wanna die, I really do.

Also, the Magnus from Dating.dk-thing? *Seriously* getting more serious by the second. He wrote me this earlier: "I'm looking forward to seeing a real, live angel in the near future :)" I was in the middle of editing our report, so I didn't respond and then he started to do a Teresa, as in really freaking out about me not writing back after writing such a message and therefore he wrote another message an hour later, trying to take it back and saying that he don't want to push things too much and that he'll slow down. I actually forgot to answer *that* message, which made him freak even more and more or less breaking the whole thing off in his third text, saying that he got the picture and asking if we should just be friends. When I got home I got him calmed down on MSN and I think everything's olay now, because he called me a "naughty pirate". Yes. We're both weird. But he's sweet, so everything's good. I really will end up meeting this guy, I just know it. Plus, he's made a deal with his aunt, who'll take over his cats. So I can visit him in his apartment and not getting an allergic break-out, which is both weird and really sweet.

Oh, but the whole Anders-deal is interesting as well, because we were in the same room while writing today and literally *every time someone cracked a joke*, we looked at each other and laughed and kinda winked at each other. A member from his group needed help with the technical part of ArcGIS (map program), so I came and helped them. Anders was 5 cm's away from me and he kept looking at me!! I figured their problem out, walked away and heard Anders say, "she's just really really cool, isn't she?" Me? Grinning like an idiot.

As

lattara said, "Oh, yes, everything is going according to plan: it's snowing again and Teresa's love life is complicated." Which really summs it all up, because it actually *is* snowing again!

I just want to thank

elwing_white for sending me the little envelope full of goodies. Gay pr0n really must be the best way to get over both a broken heart and exam anxieties, so yay you!! Bel Ami rules so much *goes and watches Greek Holidays*

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: nothing

Long time, no update.

We've really got our work cut out for us with this whole statistics assignment. We really got some things figured out today, but we've still got a lot to do. And then there's the oral exams...

And right now? I'm really, seriously planning a date with a guy from Dating.dk. He's called "Lykke2000" on the site, if you wanna check him out. He's really really sweet and nice and he seems to really like me (which he's actually told me several times and he keeps talking about stuff like getting rid of his cats so I can come visit him. And that it's a pity we can't have a picnic in the forest because of my allergies). So, yeah. He figured a movie would be best because I'm ~~such a wuss~~ so shy, and at some point after my exams. And now I accidentally told him how much clothes I prefferably like wearing when I sleep, to which he answer that he must keep focus (for some reason?). And now he tells me that he couldn't fall asleep last night because of me. Aww...!!

But, yeah. Life is really weird and interesting!

FC Copenhagen - Schalke on Saturday!

ETA: This guy, Magnus (yes, indeed. I am mucho happy ;)), apparently know...Anders!! Who I've *just* started flirting with today (OMG today! So much smiling and eye contact). They've been to Kosovo together with the army (not so much with the happy). He just said, "that looks like Bjørk", and I'm all, "uhm, yeah. Anders Anker Bjørk". Why must he be Anders' friend!? Couldn't he be Theis' friend, like one of the others on Dating? That's much easier to forget...!

Current Mood: content
Current Music: Arctic Monkeys - A Certain Romance

Statistics are...fun...? *reads some more*

Dating.dk is definitely fun and that scares the crap outa me! I don't want to be one of those people!!

My dad is going to Stanford University in California for the next two weeks and he wants a shopping list of things I want, so could some of you Americans/American-lovers please write stuff he should buy for me? Candies, magazines, CD's, books, stuff like that. Not too expensive, because it's not really a long trip. Pixie Stix, Entertainment Weekly and stuff like that.

Current Mood: busy
Current Music: sweet silence, as the whole house is empty!

The big Nature Culture assignment is done. It's finished. It's killed dead. We went home at 1 am tonight and met up again at 9 am to make the last adjustments before turning it in at noon. The same people who were in the computer lab when when we left at night were there when we came back in the morning. They had not moved an inch. It was like walking into a dream, or something - as if time hadn't passed in the room while we were gone! But, yeah, we turned it in and it's okay. It's not great, but it definitely isn't bad either, so we'll do alright Eight of us went out for a beer afterwards, but everyone were just so tired we ended up going home after an hour. Then I've just relaxed, watching Gilmore Girls and Just Like Heaven on my computer. And then tomorrow we start all over on another assignment at 11 am. My life is great... I've slept so little this week, I'm in so much sleep deprivation you wouldn't believe.

Now I'm just waiting for Lost to finish downloading - I could respond to those mails at Dating.dk. You know, that really has helped my self-esteem. I get so many compliments and kind words. It's like, if you're a girl and like football you're the 8th wonder of the world! Not that I mind ;)

Hope you are all well!

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: nothing. Sweet nothing

Second day of immense stress. I have now voted myself Bogeyman of my group, as I am constantly the one telling the others to focus. It's really not a funny thing to tell your friends off all the time, but they *really* need someone to hold their concentration! We've started producing text, so we'll be alright, I think... Tomorrow will be rough as well, so I should probably try going to bed before midnight...

I received a letter from my doctor about a klamydia test she did on me when she did my gynocological exam. She writes that the test showed up *positive*, but that I should come in for another test just to be sure. Uhm, okay. *SO* not what I had expected!!! And not good for my stress-factor, because this is *one more thing for me to think about!* Gah!!! The next exam will have to wait until next week, because I really don't have time for it this week...!! God, this sucks... I should probably write Rasmus (who, by the way, is playing more hacky than he has the last four months COMBINED! Which I am thrilled about, because he loves it. He's happy and I'm happy.He probably won't like being told he had klamydia, though...)

Oh, and Anders at Geography has started staring at me and flirting again. I didn't realise I'd missed it as much as I apparently do! It's weird and wonderful *stares back*. He really has the most adorable smile ever...

Back to writing! I need to write at least another page plus to graphics before going to bed. Shoot...

Current Mood: optimistic/pessimistic
Current Music: Michael Bublé - Fever

Life is stressed - report needs to be turned in on Friday and we've not *really* started writing yet.

One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind how great you are.

Comments are going to be screened so none of you will know if I'm uber-popular who gets ten thousand on this or a total loser who doesn't get any. And, also, because frankly, it's embarrassing, for all concerned. But yes, feel free to say what you wish now.
Stolen from everyone :)

Now, sleep.

Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: The Simpsons

Sorry to be spamming your flist like this *is embarrased*

I just wrote Rasmus a text message telling him that I'm going to survive and that I don't hate him. It's weird waiting for his response yet again... That's the thing I liked the least about the last three months - the lack of writing me back and the hours spent with my cell phone in my pocket, waiting for him to write.

But it's no use thinking of bad things! I just saw "Love Actually" and it's such a sweet and wonderful movie you can't help being in a good mood.

I've won a week's worth of free training in a gym I've been thinking about joining. It has to be used before February 1st, so now I just need to get a grip on myself and get down there, because I really want to get in shame. I haven't done anything physically (*cough*) since high school and that's 1½ years ago, so I *really* need to start doing something actively and training in a gym has always appealed to me

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: nothing

I was up late yesterday doing what I'd promised myself never to do - go on dating-sites. Yes, I created profiles on netdating.dk and Dating.dk and watched as the mails rolled in and the chatconversations became too many. I don't know why I did it, but I have a feeling it had something to do with affirmation. Which I got. In quantities I didn't know excisted. I was called "an ideel woman", "too good to be true", one guy complained I didn't give him enough time and I've already been asked to go see a movie, which I won't because that's not why I created the profiles and I'm not even close to ready to start dating again, but it's nice to know that you're not completely out of the question and that people can actually like me. So, *screw Rasmus!*

Life is better, even though I think I'm getting sick. Dammit...

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Church bells outside

( A meme because I'm bored )

Current Music: American football

I am close to being over Rasmus (I'm thinking about 75%), but it's still hard when there's a group *right next to me* who are discussing logical positivism - Rasmus' favorite subject. The constant reminder of not getting to hear him talk for half an hour (again) about how the positivists got together in the 30's and...yeah, I don't know. but can't they just shut up or wait until I've left? "Neopositivism, is that the same as logical positivism?" Gaaah!

I'm at uni with Andreas and Katherine to try and figure out exactly what to do with our assignment. It's quite hard when you are in the middle of developing a head cold. Or sinus infection. Whatever floats your boat. All I knwo is that I can't think straight and I can't hear on my left ear. Woot...

I want to go home and drink tea.

Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: positivism talk.

I feel like dancing.

o.O

That is such a weird feeling after being immensely depressed the last 72 hours.

I think I'm healed. Or something very close to it, at least.

ETA: Plus, I just found this (I might be healed, but I'm not letting go of my stalkerish ways just yet). I just wanted to see what he would write post-break up. He's just lost, the little guy. "Relationer med mennesker" - that's me. *huggles him*

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: America's Next Top Model

happy thoughts!!

(no subject)

(no subject)

(no subject)

(no subject)

(no subject)

(no subject)

(no subject)

(no subject)

(no subject)

(no subject)

(no subject)

Help?

(no subject)

(no subject)

(no subject)

(no subject)

(no subject)

(no subject)

(no subject)

(no subject)

Profile

May 2009

Syndicate

Most Popular Tags

Page Summary

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags