happy thoughts!!

Oh my God, what a weird and wonderful day today. It, of course, started out with the dreaded exam from hell, but I think it went okay. I talked to some people afterwards and I've definitely screwed up the lasr problem, but I'm pretty sure I've done okay with the remaining ones.

After the exam everything was absolutely great and wonderful and I love my new friends so ever much and I never want to part from them again, ever!!!! Seriously, Timothy is the most perfect gay guy, ever, and he loves lying in my lap in the sun and he purrs like a kitten. Laura, Birgitte, Kristine and Asta are so so so cute! Mikkel, Krister, Andreas, Kristian and Jonas are the greatest guys, ever!!! And now we are only lacking two guys, aren't we?
Thomas: Well, a few of you guys already know that apparently he has a girlfriend. At which I would normally back out of a flirt, but he seriously haven't hinted at this before now and I really think that with the right clothes and the right geeky!speach I could get Thomas to break up with her. And I'm kinda ashamed by that, because I'm not that kind of girl, I'm really not. But we had so much fun today, the two of us. And, oh my god, he flirted so much and he has the cutest smile, ever! He played roundball with his unbuttoned, so, yes, chest aaaaall open to the public! And he so did that on purpose! Other brunette (who got his number the other day) was beaten so much by me today. Really, she was.
Lars: Oh, Lars. Oh, oh, Lars. What am I going to do with you. The last few times I've stayed and drunk "a few beers" with some of the others the amount of flirting between the two of us has been undeniable. Really, it has. He's constantly touching me, telling me 'wow, you really have thick heair'. Yes, I know that. But he's so sweet and from Jutland and cute and petite and, eee! I just want to pinch his cheeks! I really don't think this guy can see anything wrong with the world. But, yes, on to the thing: After he left and only a few were left, Laura confronted me and asked, "what the hell is going on with Lars and you?", because everyone had noticed (yes, that uncludes Thomas, who reffered to us as "you two"), but I really couldn't answer. We flirt so ever much, but I really don't think he means anything by it. He has a girlfriend, but he's just that sort of person who'd have a friendly flirt with someone and not mean anything by it. But, as I said to the other girls, it's really confusing and I don't know what to do about it, because he's nice, but I'm not attracted by him. If he asked me if I'f go out with him, I don't know what to say. o.O
Mads: Yes, I know I said I was only lacking two guys on my list. But after the Thomas-kind of fiasco (or whatever the hell it is) we all sat down and watched "Finding Neverland" and Mads just bloody kept inching closer to me. After the movie everyone grabbed their bikes and rode home, but I'd left my bike at home, so I had to take a bus. Or the car Mads suddenly said he had. He kept talking about how he was in Ørnen and that he had traveled the whole world, you know, typical pick-up lines and stuff. But he's so sweet, so if he keeps it up, I might just fall for him. And he's tall, as opposed to the other two guys.

God, my love life is suddenly veeeery complicated...!!

Tomorrow: meeting up with yatina76 and vampirespider for coffee, and afterwards "The Hitchhikers' guide to the Galaxy" with Kristine. Woot!

Fuck, I'm so drunk. I just returned from chemistry, though I haven't actually been doing chem th last six hours. We had the usual classes and afterwards we joined our teacher on the lawn and had "a few" beers.It ended up being...I don't actually have a number, but it was a lot. Anyhoo, we had a lot of fun and all was good. My teacher is still the best in the world. I'm sad that I'll never have him again, because he's the most fun teacher and the best teacher I've had in several years!! All in good.

Thomas: I really think I blew my chance today. We sit in rows of four in class and today Thomas and I had only one other person between us, but I didn't talk to him because I really needed to pee in the break. When we went down to the lawn he immidiatly sat down next to the other brunett (whom I've talked about before). After a beer and a lot of sun he went to sit down "in the shaddow", as he put it. Which was nearer me. I should have gone and sit next to him then, but I didn't because my new girlfriends were sitting all around me. So Thomas kinda sat alone for half an hour and I looked at him and he looked at me. And then he went back to sit next to the other girl. And they exchanged phone numbers. And I didn't catch his. And then he left. All through this I was looking at him with the most puppy-dog-eyes-looking look I could (though, actually not on purpose o.O), which I am completely positive he got, so maybe not all is lost.

After most of the people had gone, we were about 10 people left, including the people I was with last Friday. And Lars was there, too. And we flirted like I've never flirted before and broad daylight. And he has a girlfriend. We were talking to a guy called Mikkel about his veeery open fling with one of the other chemistry students and at that point Lars started touching me. We did the same thing (touched my hair, stroked my back) the next two-three hours, but it felt natural of some kind. And actually only half as if he were flirting, so maybe he's just one of those people who like to touch people (though he's only doing it to me...). Oh, and he's the nucest guy I've ever ever ever talked to.

I don't know what to do. It feels as if Thomas is only doing the thing with the other girl to make me jealous (which is working liek woah!) and I'm only doing the thing with Lars to make up for the fact that I don't dare to do anything about the Thomas-thing. I'm confused. I feel like I'm procrastinating the Thomas-thing until he either pushes me up against a wall and kisses me like there's no tomorrow or he loses interest. Whatever comes first.

And so the flirting continues. By now he's definitely noticed me staring looking, because he's started to throw casual glances at me from time to time. Which was kind of funny to watch, because he was sitting right in front of me, so I could see it everytime he did it. But, you know, kind of nice ;) But it's kinda my turn to make a move, isn't it? I mean, it *was* me who started the whole deal...

And I really hope I'm not wrong about thi, because that could be really embarassing!

I should probably do some chemistry now.

God, what a weird and wonderful day. I met up with Thea and we went to the Gay Pride Parade, which was absolutely wonderful. It's really hard to explain, but seeing happy gay people in love all around is just so great. It makes me realise that in spite of everything that is wrong with our government, everything isn't all bad (at least not yet...). And seeing gay men kissing all over isn't that bad, either ;) (omg, there were so many of them! And they were everywhere!). So, we were standing there, watching the parade, when the group of people from the biggest gay nightclub in Copenhagen walks by. And who's on it? Alcazar of course!! I had the hugest adrenalin rush, ever, and it lasted for about 10 mins! I was completelyhyped up after that! We walked with the parade to Rådhuspladsen and waited for everyone to settle down. And then they came on. And they sang. And I sang along to each and every song. And so did all the gay men around me. And it was just so great. And Magnus is the sparkliest man in the enitre world and I love him and he's so cute and gay and stuff!! Unfortunately they had to go to Northern Sweden for a gig later that day, so they only played six songs, but that was okay. Because the sparkles!! Eeeee!! But it was quite weird to go with Thea, because I really think she thinks she can convince me I'm gay, or something. Maria told me that she was so mad with me after I broke the...thing off and that she said I was just confused and I'd see the light at some point. She kept saying we should walk in the parade and she kept touching me like we were a couple, or something. It was just...weird.

When I came home I had two letters waiting for me. The first one was a welcoming letter from Geography, where they told me all kinds of stuff I should know about starting there, like my schedule (Fridays off!!) and how things are done there. But the other letter was even more interesting. It was the Young Americans DVD I ordered a couple of weeks ago from someone in the US. I watched the first disc tonight and I am completely in love with everything. Jake and Hamilton is the single greatest couple in a TV series, ever (yes, I just finished 'Cinderbella'). The Bella/Scout/Will thing feels just as much as a filler as it did the last time I watched it. I love the Californian girl so much for stating the obvious and making Ham realise he's in love with Jake. It's all just so wonderful. I can't believe it's been five years...

Going to bed now. Chemestry experiments at 10 am tomorrow. Woot! (or not... Well, Thomas, I guess... :P )

Woot! I have two tickets for the Denmark-Georgia match on September 7!! *dances* These are seriously some *good* tickets...! Also, the most expensive, but let's just forget about that for a moment and just ( look at the tickets )

Got my first chem report back today: no mistakes! At all! Not even calculatory mistakes, not comma mistakes, nothing!! *is happy*

It's raining like mad outside. I love it!!

Day #3 went well. I've befriended a girl from Holbæk called Asta, so all is good. SHe's on the Geography team as well. It's really good, because the way we learn things is in the parts. First we read the stuff (yes, for once I actually do my homework...!), then a teacher runs through it in two hours where all 140 people are there and after that a second teacher goes through in two hours it when we are in groups of 30-35 people. So we should be able to remember some of it!

And some other great news! Søren Larsen was presented in Schalke today! He got Ailton's old number, #9! Yay! ANd, yes, he looks mighty happy... *cough*


And TV2 zulu will show the league final between Schalke and Stuttgart tomorrow, so, woot! *dances*

Chemestry, day one: I got there in time and sat down in an auditorium with about 130 other people. I think 30-40 of them are going to study Geography, which is kind of a lot. Most of them were Biologists. But, anyway, we started out right away with repetition of our grade school and freshment year-chemestry. But it still isn't ringing any big bell, only tinier ones. This means I understand the words and I remember hearing them before, but when I try to solve the problems only about half of it is correct. Woot. Or not... I was there for two hours, came home at 11:15 and I've been studying ever since, with only one break. That's 5 ½ hours. I'm not used to that kind of brain activity. I'm completely dead now, though I still need to read four pages (out of the 67 they told us to read. For tomorrow.) Tomorrow I'll know when I have to turn my first report in, but it's definitely going to be sometime next week. Plus 8-10 problems to turn in on Wednesday. Ain't studying grand?

I just checked Christian's profile on Schalke's website. It says he's single, but with one child. Yes, the gossip magazines were right. His girlfriend was pregnant. I'm...not exactly sure what to do with that information, but 1/ it's kinda adorable, and 2/ it's kinda weird.