I'm on a two week-holiday these days and I *love* it...!!! I have done only things I've loved since Friday so things are great!!

Friday I had my exam, but I think it went okay... Not 13-okay, but over 6-okay. Let's just see... I don't even know when I get my grade... Afterwards we had a Friday bar, which went really well! Maria came and 40 people from Economics came by on their Tour de Fredagsbar, which was great!

Adrian left for Belgium on Saturday and I won't get to see him until Sunday the 23rd, so I'm about to go completely nuts...! Because he's been away for almost a week now, I've realised how much I miss him and I am now more and more sure that I am completely in love with him, which is really really frightening but also really nice :) Before he left we made a pact of celibacy, which means that neither of us can...do the stuff people do alone. This has already had an effect, because now both of us are so sexually frustrated that it's the only thing we can talk about, which just worsens it. But it's fun ;)

Speaking of sex. I went with vampirespider to LUST on Tuesday, after getting tips and hints from xavantina. I am now the proud owner of two ( Cut for TMI )

Saturday I went to a party at Egmont, a collegium in Copenhagen, which was *so much fun!* There was this guy who had seriously pointed me out as his score of the night, so he came by *all the time* to dance with me, each time ending up grabbing my boobs. At one point he had me up against the wall with his knee between my legs, lifting me up so I fell over him. I actually informed him very early on that I had a boyfriend, but he didn't seem to mind :P But good fun, good fun!

Other than that I've been to a cake-party at Kristine's which was great! Seen movies with Kathrine (O Brother Where Art Thou) and Timo (Troy. Yes.), and hung out a lot with my sister, who can be really sensible sometimes :)

Tomorrow I'm going to Western Zealand to some Easter lunches. I'll be back home Saturday night.

Sunday morning I'll be going to Jutland to watch Young Americans with lattara and vampirespider, which will be *so much fun OMG!!* Hey, should I bring that bottle of Vodka, or what? What did we end up agreeing to? I'll be home again Monday night.

Wednesday I'll be going to London, baby, yeah! with Kristine, Maria and a really nice girl from Maria's class. We've all been there before, so no Big Ben-stuff for us, only the funny things! Markets, Oxford Street, maybe a musical if we can find some cheap ones. And clubbing, of course ;) It *is* a vacation, after all. And then back to school again...

Now I think I shall retire with my "Harry Potter och Halvblodsprinsen". Yes, it's in Swedish.

It's been a week since my last update and yet another crazy crazy one of those. Field trip on Monday went well, in spite of it being incredibly cold. We went all around Copenhagen and saw things I've never seen before or thought of. Tuesday we had another field trip, which just so happened to be on the first day of spring! Woot! GIP is from said trip. We went to some forrests and dug holes in the ground to look and what different types of soils were there. Pretty interesting, actually! We ate lunch in the sun - wonderful!

Back to school on Wednesday - we had some lectures and after that all the madness broke loose. We had 15 Climate, soil and water-problems/assignments to turn in Friday (30 percent of the grade) at noon and my group really hadn't gotten much done before that. Not only did we have to redo some of the problems and math, we also needed to write text to each of them, which we found out was much harder than we thought! We worked our asses off that day and went home with some of the problems each. Only, Adrian came by later when his group was done which meant we didn't get much done. Thursday was the craziest day that week. We worked all day, from 9 to 7 with only two smaller breaks (lunch and some goodies in the afternoon). The nice ting was that Adrian was in the same room and I was in the craziest cuddling mood, so I constantly attacked him. Heh... Then I had to go babysit for my cousin and her husband. Their son slept through the whole evening, so that was cool. I sat in their house for four hours while chatting with the others and editing our text, so I got something out of it (besides the 200 kr and chocolate). When they came back at midnight Martin asked if he should take me home, but I told him to drive me back to geo, to the others. We had some fun/did some work for a couple of hours and went home at 2 am. Adrian and I ended up sleeping 3 hours that night. Friday we did some final editing and then went to print out at my dad's. Then Jesper, Christian, Andreas, Krister, Christina and I went to eat lunch together, which was so much fun. Went to the dentist and found out I had a cavity. At 4 pm Maria, Kristine, Asta, Birgitte and Kathrine came over to drink tea and eat cookies. We ended up sitting on the floor and Kathrine played piano - lots of fun! Then we went to the Fridaybar, which had a Schlager-theme. Woot! We had some fun (I only drank 1½ beer) and Adrian came. We went home at 11:30, I think. That makes three noghts in a row with him :) Spent most of Saturday just relaxing and having a good time with Adrian, Clara and her friend - very nice! He told me that he was in love with me. He knows I'm not where he is, so I just kissed him and snuggled him some more. If I get the time, I'll probably do and Adrian-post at some point. He left at 8 pm and I seriously spent the rest of the day on the couch and went to bed at 4 am. Yesterday I spent cleaning a bit and having fun with my family.

Today: Final class today, went to rusvejleder-meeting (yes, I am applying.) and then Kathrine and I went to our house to do some girly-bonding for some hours.

On Friday I have to turn in a 9-pages long assignment, which counts for 70 percent of my Growth, welfare and regulation-grade. The good thing is that I don't have any classes this week. The bad thing is that I have no overview on the assignment, because it's so complicated and complex. But I'll be alright...

On Friday next week, the 7th, I'm going to my only exam this block, for Climate, soil and water. Just so you know. And then vacation for two weeks!!

Busy, busy, busy...

Stress is in the air... Thee weeks and two days until my written exam in Climate, soil and water and I'm still confused about 50 % of it. And I have a Growth, welfare and regulation-assignment due on Monday and on the 29th. Going on trips for each of the classes on Monday and Tuesday, which takes away two days away from me.

Adrian-thing going pretty well. Geeky!Thomas (from chemistry, some of you might remember him from August, he was my first crush in this whole series of (un-)fortunate events) is Adrian's best friend at Geography, today he spent 15 minutes trying to get a picture of my ass. Yes. Don't know what to do about that, but I think I'm feeling flattered o.O

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I have a request for some generous soul. I am in the very unfortunate situation of having lost my VISA-card and my paid-account expires tomorrow, so if one of you could buy me $5-worth of paid account I would be happy to pay you back when I get my card in a week :) Anyone up for it? I would be most grateful!! *huggles the person in advance*

It's been a while since I updated propperly, I think, but things have just been so hectic at university, so I really haven't had the time/energy to update.

Let's just take things in order:
Adrian: Things are going better and better. In the beginning I didn't really feel much for him other than the fact that he was a nice guy, but he definitely felt more and he wasn't afraid to show it, which scared the living crap out of me. But the last week I've started to get this feeling in my stomach when I see him, so I'm taking that as a good sign :) ( A bit of TMI )

School: Very very stressful. Had to turn in a rather big assignment on Wednesday, which was more or less written the night before. It turned out okay, but I wouldn't be too surprised if I failed it. But all in all it's just stress all around. Next week, for example, I have presentations Tuesday, Wednesday ad Thursday. And exams are in a month...

Apartment-search: Went to look at apartments on Thursday with Maria and we'll apply for two of them. Both of them would require a third room mate, but we'll figure that out if we get them. One of them we want because it's perfect for us and is in a perfect place, and the other because they're possibly making it into andels-appartments (part rent, part bought), which would be a great way to get into the market.

Partying: Is going great. Fastelavns-party when great, I dressed as a business-woman, because I already had all the parts in my closet. It was actually really nice, albeit a bit warm. Adrian's best friend, Thomas (Crush #1), went as a gorilla in a full body-suit. No one except me and Adrian knew who he was, so it was hilarious to listen to people guessing who that nutball hopping around on the tables and eating lice out of people's hair was. Friends-party at Kristine's collegium was last ight and I had a blast! We were all dressed up (again), I was in the Safari-group, so I walked around in the ugliest part of shorts for 9 hours. I think my group was the one who bonded the most. We sang South African songs for 5 hours runing, in spite of no one knowing the real words for the song. Heh... But! I've told you guys about my thing for people called Magnus, which started with me flirting with this really gorgeous friend of Rebekka's ex-boyfriend a year ago, who sang me Westlife and Backstreet Boys-songs. So last night I sat next to this really flirtatious guy called, well, Magnus, who kept complimenting my sexy shorts (:P). A few hours later *another* Magnus shows up and it turns out that both of them sing in the same choir. At some point the second Magnus starts singing Westlife, R Kelly and opera to me, which for me was the biggest case of deja-vú. Turns out it's the same bloody Magnus who sang to me a year ago! And he really wasn't that good-looking after all. Heh... But it was such a weird night. Maria is going on a date tomorrow with someoneshe met there, so it's all good :)

It was a good party, but I've had a hangover all day, which is crappy, because I haven't been able to read for tomorrow. Crap... I'll just have to look at it now, I think... Oh, and an ATM swallowed my VISA-card for no reason at all, so I have keine Geld. Wonderful!

I need your help!

I'm going to that Fastelavns-party (something Hallowe'en-like) tomorrow, but I have *no* idea what I'm going to come as, so I need suggestions! What can I be with only normal things in my house and normal kinds of make-up?

HELP!!!

Uhm, yes. He told me that we were now having a relationship ("nu er vi kærester."). So I have a boyfriend. A real one, this time, which is so incredibly weird. It took, what? Four days for him to get this far? And I had to more or less beg Rasmus to put words on what exactly our relationship was after a *month!*

But, yeah. Boyfriend. Huh. It's such a strange feeling... I want to tell people, but I'd also rather have that no one knew, which is making me feel that it's quite possibly going a bit too fast.

The guys are already teasing me. Andreas, who I hadn't even told, asked me "how's the luuuurve goin'?" (yes, exactly like that). Jesper threw a tiny white paper heart at me with "T+A" written in it. Laura, Asta and Birgitte have all been over to order me on a date with him as soon as possible (which I don't really think I need...)

He's been over all afternoon and only left half an hour ago. My sister had apparently made dinner for us and was waiting for us downstairs, which I didn't know, so now she's all pissed at me. She was also waiting for me to put out my laundry so she could wash (which I didn't know, either), so, yeah. Pissed. But when Rasmus had been over in the beginning and we were too noisy she would be quite pissed the day after as well, so maybe it's related.

Wonderful! Now I need to read for tomorrow...

I've texted two of my "guys". I told them I needed to focus on university and they both said they understood it, so I'm happy. Haven't been on Dating.dk since Tuesday.

Friday bar yesterday! Went and had a blast with my group - I love them all so much! Started talking to Adrian, who is a guy I've never really talked to in spite of hanging out with his group of friends a lot (he's friends with Asta and Birgitte, who I'm going to a party with later today). But, yeah, we started talking about football, music, politics, traveling, movies and all sorts of other stuff. We spoke English for half an hour, because he wanted to hear how Danish my accent is (which it isn't - especially when talking to someone who speaks British, then I speak British as well). But, yeah, we spoke for, like, four or five hours. He put his hand on my lower back and touched my legs and I put my legs over his. We were inches apart, but we didn't kiss. He had to catch the last bus home, so he left. The others were so sure we'd kissed, so they all gave me that knowing smile-thing. He texted me later: "Hey! I just wanted to thank you for a wondeful night. I didn't expect such a person behind a face like that =) have a nice night&talk to you soon =) Hugs". So, yeah. Probably something there :) Have texted with him some more today - he said the pleasure had been all his and stuff. So now I have to see what happens on Monday and if all goes well, Fastelavns party on Friday!

When the Fridaybar ended we went to BioBar, where the biologists hang out. I saw Magnus, who I've kissed on two seperate occasions (he was actually my frist, real kiss. Hmm...) and Rasmus' best friend in the footbag-world, Kim. I've never met the guy, but seen pictures of him so I wasn't sure. But he was wearing a TRIO-shirt, who make the best footbags in Denmark, so that kinda helped me figure out it was him... That made me completely sober up and suddenly it wasn't really fun anymore. So I went home... (though it could have been the ULTIMATE revenge to make out with Kim. Muhahaha!!!)

Oh, Adrian just texted me ;)

Yes, okay. You guys warned me but it took me this long to actually realise you were right. The Dating.dk-thing? Too much, waaay too much. I've been *seriously* flirting with five different guys, given my number to three and actually talked on the phone thrice with one of them. The Bilka-guy I think is really nice, but he's definitely thinking of me in a different way. Another one texted me from his skiing trip: "I don't have a girlfriend, so I'm giving you a Valentine's kiss :)" - he asked me what I was doing this weekend and I told him I have a lot of partying to do, so he said "then we'll just have to wait for another day". For what, exactly...? And then there's the last guy. The one I've been talking on the phone with. The one I actually think *could* lead somewhere if it weren't for two things: 1/ he lives in Esbjerg which is waaaay too far away => spending too much time (valuable time, at that) going back and forth. 2/ He is already too clingy. He wants to talk every night (I *hate* phones). He keeps saying that Copenhagen is too far away. He started this long ramble about him smoking, but being a considderate smoker and that he eats mints, so it won't be a problem, when...if we...you know... (<= his words). He just...keeps texting me about nothing. We do have the same type of humour and taste in movies, but he *works!* I thought that the whole difference between studying and working was something you could come past, but the way a day is spent is so much different when you work, because you can just let go when you come home - and I can't. He really is sweet, but he's just too much for me. As I told Katherine, I'm not sure I really want a boyfriend that bad - all I want is a snog every once in a while... And I don't need that snog to be in bloody Esbjerg...

So now I need to get out of this crap as fast as I can and I really don't know how to do it. Should I just go to the website and start writing apologetic letters, or something? What about the guys I have on MSN - should I block them? They really are good guys, all of them. And the ones who have my number...?

*sigh*

Sometimes I even surprise myself in how much crap I can get myself into...

Anyway, in other news I've had to oral presentations this week and they went so bloody well...!! I'm always extremely *extremely* nervous before a presentation which leads to me completely forgetting what I wanted to say. A complete blank. But not these two times! I got it! I actually did it without too much mumbling and I could answer questions and stuff!! Also, these courses are so much more fun than I initially thought. Who cares that they bring me 53-hour weeks (yes...), it's fun!!

Tomorrow: Three hours of soil geography, solving problems, Friday bar and possibly a birthday(/party) with Maria aftewards

Saturday: Eating dinner with Kristine and Birgitte and then going to Otto Mønsted Collegium for a party with Asta and Laura - woot! The Chemistry girls together again!

But, no. Really. What do I do about this crappy situation?

I need some help from you Danish people. Mostly because I can't translate this thing I'm about to post. It's about the Michael-dude. The one in Bilka. He just wrote me this:
Godmorgen min rose...
Sad og havde helt vildt mange tanker omkring hvad jeg skulle skrive til dig, men ingen af dem gav den store mening når først de kom på skrift (i blame the alcohol) men jeg håber du har fået sovet rigtig godt, og muligvis drømt noget sødt. Ville jo gerne sige at du skulle have drømt om mig men den slags ting er man jo desværre ikke selv herre over. Kun de vågne tanker kan man styre, og dem må jeg indrømme har været styret i en temmelig ensrettet retning på det seneste. Retningen mod dig vel at mærke. Har tænkt over mange ord som kunne beskrive hvordan jeg ser dig, men ingen af dem giver dig den retfærdighed som du fortjener. Ved ik hvordan jeg skal sige det, udover at sige at du nok er den sødeste og dejligste pige jeg nogensinde har lært at kende. Du er helt fantastisk. Dont ever change honey!

Tror denne her krop skal puttes i seng snart, den trænger til hvile og til at kunne samle tankerne om noget af det skønneste her i verden. Ja, du gættede rigtigt... Thats you!

Kæmpe kram
Michael

So, yeah. That was pretty much a declaration of love, or something to that extend. And he's told me that his last girlfriend/kiss/sex was two years ago, so he's taking this *very* seriously...! I'm so confused, because while I love getting mails like this (and I get my fair share of them - sometimes it's quite scary) and I think he's very very sweet and nice, I still don't know if I actually *want* a boyfriend or something like that just now. It was so nice to be going out last Saturday, find some guy and make out with him, and then leave. I just don't know what to do, because at this point I've been writing with Michael for over a month and his letters have been more and more like this one => meeting him => dating => boyfriend/girlfriend.

And Maria is out of town, so I can't talk to her. And Kathrine is going to some birthday-thing. I haven't talked to Laura in a week. My sister is nowhere in sight. Kristine is going somewhere. And, yeah, I just sorta needed to air this thing with some other people...

vampirespider - I hope your assignment ended up being brilliant - it looked like it :)