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I can't do this. I am not made for oral exams. I seriously can't do it. I'm actually sitting here hyper-vetilating and crying because I'm so nervous. It's not that I can't understand the texts, because I can. Maria, Line, Nicole and I had an absolutely magnificent day and a lot of things were straightened out. But something inside of my just does this weird thing about 12 hours before my exam all the way up. I'm not even sure I'll get any sleep tonight...

I'm talking to Thea right now, so I guess she'll cool me down a bit. God, I look so ugly when I'm crying, 'cause I get all flushed and red around my mouth. It looks as if I have eczema.

My parents are on their way home, so I can talk to my mom about it when she comes home. My dad doesn't understand it, but my mom is a high school teacher herself, so she's had students who act like me.

My sister and her boyfriend are having some problems. I won't go into it, but he's a bastard and Kim and I have already made plans for him. She's making the final decision about breaking up tonight, I think. vampirespider, she doesn't like when people say "oh, I'm so sorry", so don't tell anyone and don't mention it before someone else does, okay?

So, on a final note, my exam is at 10:30 tomorrow, so keep your fingers crossed for me. I know I'll definitely need it...