happy thoughts!!

Second day of immense stress. I have now voted myself Bogeyman of my group, as I am constantly the one telling the others to focus. It's really not a funny thing to tell your friends off all the time, but they *really* need someone to hold their concentration! We've started producing text, so we'll be alright, I think... Tomorrow will be rough as well, so I should probably try going to bed before midnight...

I received a letter from my doctor about a klamydia test she did on me when she did my gynocological exam. She writes that the test showed up *positive*, but that I should come in for another test just to be sure. Uhm, okay. *SO* not what I had expected!!! And not good for my stress-factor, because this is *one more thing for me to think about!* Gah!!! The next exam will have to wait until next week, because I really don't have time for it this week...!! God, this sucks... I should probably write Rasmus (who, by the way, is playing more hacky than he has the last four months COMBINED! Which I am thrilled about, because he loves it. He's happy and I'm happy.He probably won't like being told he had klamydia, though...)

Oh, and Anders at Geography has started staring at me and flirting again. I didn't realise I'd missed it as much as I apparently do! It's weird and wonderful *stares back*. He really has the most adorable smile ever...

Back to writing! I need to write at least another page plus to graphics before going to bed. Shoot...

Oh, no. I can feel that I'll be listening to this song a lot in the future. And it's *Carola*, god dammit!!!

Oh, well..

*dances*

Voice not quite back yet. No, let me rephrase that. I went to university today and people laughed at how poorly I sounded, so, yeah. Voice is crap.

Tonight I was supposed to have gone to the FC Copenhagen-Brøndby (arch rivals of Copenhagen) match, but my mom won't let me! *pouts* So, she and my sister will go and I have to watch it at home, alone... I think I need chips.

My sister asked Rasmus and I to be more quiet, or as she said it, "get it overwith before I get home". She is such a darling *eyeroll*

I went to see FCK-Viborg on Sunday in 2 degrees with my post-sickness sister. She ended up being totally cured and I ended up losing my voice. I didn't go to university yesterday because I couldn't speak at all! But it was all worth it, because we found out that that match would be Peter Møller's last match in the national league and that the match on Thursday is his last match *ever*, so I'm very glad I went! He's my absolute favorite player in the Danish league, and now he's stopping! Luckily, he's been offered a job at the biggest TV network in Denmark, so he's not completely gone from my world... (btw, he's the guy Christian is hugging in my icon)

But, yeah, spent the day yesterday drinking four pots of tea and lying under a blanket, keeping myself warm, because that night I would get a very special visitor, namely Rasmus! Wooot!! After almost TWO WEEKS without him, we finally both had the time to see each other. And I am still so very much fallen. Actually, I don't think I can fall anymore. That would be physically impossible o.O But, anyway, he is just sweet and wonderful and gah! We watched some weird TV later on that night and it was just so nice. We watched some Sex and the City and he laughed for, like, 5 minutes over one little scene. It was so great!

Today I skipped one lecture, so I didn't have to be at university until 1 pm, which meant that we had all morning together. Woot! He went to some doctor's appointment and in the mean time my house was INVADED! It was! My sister had invited her entire class over to watch Matador and any other day I would have stayed with them and watched, but, no, not today...! So when Rasmus came back (I said 'home' to Kathrine earlier. She though that was cute) we got cat-calls and whistling, because apparently my sister had told them all that he was visiting. Yessir. But we just went to my room and lay on my bed talking and holding each other for some hours ("I could lie with you here forever. I feel so warm and safe and calm..." and then he fell asleep).

I miss him.

Ooooh! And this conversation took place at dinner:
Mom: So, was the boyfriend visiting yesterday?
Me: Yes, Rasmus came by (I think I should talk to my mom about that part...)
Mom: Yeah, thought so. It sounded like it.

WHAT does that mean!?? I mean, I *know* what it could be translated into, but I don't want it to be that...! My mom usually isn't that direct! *bites finger nails*

Now; Milan-Schalke and reading some Science theory (while thinking of Rasmus. Seriously, Science theory is more or less philosophy. What are the odds of meeting and dating a Philosophy student while you yourself have to read philosophy, but only for two months in total. The rest of your life. I think that's pretty cool. So when there's something I don't get? I just ask him!)

I just threw up twice at uni, so the others had to send me home. And it's so stupid because, 1/ I have absolutely NO idea what I've eaten to make me feel like this. I've practically not eaten anything all weekend!! And 2/ I was going to do *TWO* group reports today. Luckily Michael and Laura are in one of the groups, so they're going to do it for me, and I gave Kathrine the two pages I'd written, so they're good to go as well. But it's just so STUPID!

I hate this!! I don't wanna be sick!!