Jan. 8th, 2006
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Jan. 8th, 2006 10:20 amI was up late yesterday doing what I'd promised myself never to do - go on dating-sites. Yes, I created profiles on netdating.dk and Dating.dk and watched as the mails rolled in and the chatconversations became too many. I don't know why I did it, but I have a feeling it had something to do with affirmation. Which I got. In quantities I didn't know excisted. I was called "an ideel woman", "too good to be true", one guy complained I didn't give him enough time and I've already been asked to go see a movie, which I won't because that's not why I created the profiles and I'm not even close to ready to start dating again, but it's nice to know that you're not completely out of the question and that people can actually like me. So, *screw Rasmus!*
Life is better, even though I think I'm getting sick. Dammit...
Life is better, even though I think I'm getting sick. Dammit...
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Jan. 8th, 2006 03:21 pmSorry to be spamming your flist like this *is embarrased*
I just wrote Rasmus a text message telling him that I'm going to survive and that I don't hate him. It's weird waiting for his response yet again... That's the thing I liked the least about the last three months - the lack of writing me back and the hours spent with my cell phone in my pocket, waiting for him to write.
But it's no use thinking of bad things! I just saw "Love Actually" and it's such a sweet and wonderful movie you can't help being in a good mood.
I've won a week's worth of free training in a gym I've been thinking about joining. It has to be used before February 1st, so now I just need to get a grip on myself and get down there, because I really want to get in shame. I haven't done anything physically (*cough*) since high school and that's 1½ years ago, so I *really* need to start doing something actively and training in a gym has always appealed to me
I just wrote Rasmus a text message telling him that I'm going to survive and that I don't hate him. It's weird waiting for his response yet again... That's the thing I liked the least about the last three months - the lack of writing me back and the hours spent with my cell phone in my pocket, waiting for him to write.
But it's no use thinking of bad things! I just saw "Love Actually" and it's such a sweet and wonderful movie you can't help being in a good mood.
I've won a week's worth of free training in a gym I've been thinking about joining. It has to be used before February 1st, so now I just need to get a grip on myself and get down there, because I really want to get in shame. I haven't done anything physically (*cough*) since high school and that's 1½ years ago, so I *really* need to start doing something actively and training in a gym has always appealed to me