(no subject)
Jun. 12th, 2003 07:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shubassdkMy physics test is tomorrow and I'm so nervous!! I just bloody cried because I'm so nervous and now I look like a tomato in my head!!
I really don't think I can do this. Oh, fuck. Now I'm crying again... Gah!!
It started with me coming down to eat and then my sister said something about the test and I started crying. My mom then said I had to forget about my test, but I really can't do that and I told her that. Then we go outside and I keep crying and my mom get more and more annoyed (you need to know two things: 1/ my sister had her last 9th grade exam today and she was pretty proud about her grade. 2/ some years ago I had eczema all the time and I got so angry with all of the little things, so me and my mom fought ALL the time!). She said some stuff she regrets and I said some stuff I regrets. We went inside and just had a major fight and I cry some more and I end up in my room underneath my blanket, crying. My mom comes up some minutes afterwards and we say our sorries.
Now I can hear them eatinng outside and my eyes hurt like hell...
Fuck the world...
I really don't think I can do this. Oh, fuck. Now I'm crying again... Gah!!
It started with me coming down to eat and then my sister said something about the test and I started crying. My mom then said I had to forget about my test, but I really can't do that and I told her that. Then we go outside and I keep crying and my mom get more and more annoyed (you need to know two things: 1/ my sister had her last 9th grade exam today and she was pretty proud about her grade. 2/ some years ago I had eczema all the time and I got so angry with all of the little things, so me and my mom fought ALL the time!). She said some stuff she regrets and I said some stuff I regrets. We went inside and just had a major fight and I cry some more and I end up in my room underneath my blanket, crying. My mom comes up some minutes afterwards and we say our sorries.
Now I can hear them eatinng outside and my eyes hurt like hell...
Fuck the world...
