happy thoughts!!

Exam yesterday went quite well, I think. I answered all of the questions (which some didn't) and got some good points through, so I'm hoping I did well. I'll be disappointed if I get a bad grade...

After the exam Timo, Laura, Kathrine and I went to eat lunch and get some beers. Fun was had :) They went home to sleep and I joined the rest of the Geography team at Studenterhuset, where they had a "two draught beers for 15 kr"-special. Yes, people got drunk. They had playful fist fights, danced around and flirted with each other. At 4 in the afternoon. I talked to the old Chemestry girls and we're going to see "Nynne" on monday. The first thing I saw when I walked in the door was Anders looking straight into my eyes and smiling that smile only *he* can smile. We flirted all afternoon, looking at each other while talking to other people and smiling, and we talked for about 30 mins. He knows I've got something going on with someone else and I know he's got something going on with someone else, so we both knew that all this was was flirting. And, oooh, I loved it...! He'd been talking to a girl all afternoon, but went to sit next to me (while his knee was constantly touching my thigh). She came by and said, "you've left us! But I see you've got some good company", or something like that. She's his best girl friend, so maybe he's said something about me to her. I don't know. But it was nice! *He's* so nice!

Went home and changed (Mikkel had spilt beer all over my pants) and went to Kathrine's house. We were just a lot of girls having fun, drinking, and it was so nice. Just to be able to relax and talk to everyone. Yeah... At about midnight we went to Jonas' apartment and had some more fun. After some hours we joined the remaining Geography crew at Egmont college, where we drank, danced and talked with everyone. Some guy tried to score me by using Allan Simonsen's apparently very famous tackle in 1979 against Bayern München. It didn't work, even though he tried four (4!!!) times. My sister was suddenly there and I introduced her to everyone. Maria (from high school) joined us as well and we danced with Andreas from my culture geography group. Then both Maria and my sister each met a guy, so suddenly I was all alone. First one guy says, "do you think I could maybe sleep at your place?" No, because you *just* told me you live 5 mins. from my house, so, no. And then an American guy called Ian walks by and starts laughing, because I'm sitting all alone next to one guy who's asleep, Maria who's kissing that guy she met and my sister kissing that other guy. He was really nice, because he really tried to distract me from my "misery". We talked about America and geography, but when my sister's friend woke up we walked back to our house, leaving both Maria and my sister behind. I was home at 6 am, almost 24 hours after I woke up and 15 hours after I started drinking.

o.O

I'm feeling fine today, just missing Rasmus even more. I'm going to see him on Tuesday to see a movie, so it's still on. I just miss him...

Oh, and Schalke is losing yet again. Fuck 'em (though not really...)

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Okay. So. Louise Frevert, possibly the most disgusting Danish woman. A member of Parliament for a ridiculous racistic party, Danish People's Party. Is a lesbian and lives with a woman with their children, but don't want gay rights and don't really believe in homosexuality in general.

She's a former porn star. Yes, my fellow Danes, it's true. Oh, and that link? Now work/parent/child safe in any way, or at least the links on the website aren't...

In other news, I met up with Kathrine, Kristine and Kirstine today (do you have any idea how difficult it is to say the right name?) to go through some old exam problems. It went okay, I think. Haven't read *anything* today, though... Have texted with Rasmus instead ;)

ETA: Schalke. I...what...uhm... What? Losing 0-6 to Frankfurt? Uhm... Yes, what? That's... I'm confused. Yeah, I'll just go now.

What a weird and wonderful week. It mostly consisted of reading a lot of GIS for my exam on Friday. I'm more than half-way through, so I should be alright. It also consisted of many many nights with things to do an people to see, as my parents were out of town and Rasmus had other things to do (*cough*). Tuesday I went and saw Madagascar with Kathrine from Geo (woot! Loved it!). We went and had some beers afterwards and talked so much. I don't think I've ever talked with a girl the way I talk with her. We're just sorta the same kind of person, it's really weird, but in a nice way! On Wednesday I had a girls-night with my new friends from Geography (though not Kathrine). Very very nice time! We ate spaghetti bolognese and watched "Saved!", which they loved. Woot! Thursday I went bowling with my sister, cousin and his aunt. My sister kicked our sorry little butts, but we'll get revenge. At some point... I didn't really have any plans on Friday, but Maria called me and asked if we shouldn't go out, so we ate at Line's new apartment and joined Rebekka and her boyfriend for some pool and a beer. At about 3 AM I went to Nevermind to say goodnight to Timo, who is just the cutest person on earth. All through this I was getting more and more nervous, because the very few messages I'd gotten from Rasmus had been very very vague and very hard to read. The last one I got was at about 6:30 PM and after that...nothing.


Saturday was The Day. The first five hours I had such a hang-over and I was in such a bad mood because of Rasmus' lack of writing to me. I cleaned up and had fights with just about everyone. An hour before the guests for my mom's birthday arrived I got *permission* to sleep for 15 mins. Which turned to an hour, of course. I walked around talking to people for about two hours, but still in a bad mood. And then I looked at my phone and I had a lost call from Rasmus. I was *so sure* it would be the call, telling me "yeah, you're a nice person, but I don't like you like that", so I asked him if he'd called and he answered, "Just to say hi! and tell you about my night - and my lack of writing. I really wanted to speak to you yesterday, but I couldn't :(" And at that exact moment my hangover went away and I was happy the rest of the day! It was really very weird... I went to Timo's Eurovision party (woot!!) and later to a party at a community with Kathrine and Andreas from my culture group. We had a lot of fun, but the nice day had to be ruined by something: my purse was stolen, which included my iPod (!!!!), wallet, make-up and keys. Which means we have to change our locks and everything... *hates*

Ah, well. Life goes on. I have to sleep now, so I can get some reading done tomorrow!

Yeah, it's been a while since I last *really* updated.

As I told you guys earlier I had the most wonderful trip to Jutland, with the perfect mix of uni-stuff and general cosiness in the evenings. We had a pretty tough program, leaving each morning from our hostel at 8 am and getting back home at 6 pm, thereby spending the hole day in a bus, looking at landscapes and little cities. But it was interesting so all was well! We had some really nice evenings, which consisted of having a good time with some alchohol. Because we're Danes and that's how we have fun. First night we played "I have never..." and the answers were really interesting! The last night got pretty screwed up, because we ended up being thrown out of the WC. so I drank my sorrows away and ended up closing the ball at 3 am with some of the other guys. But it was nice...

Got home and went to that galla premiere-thing and it was seriously so nice and weird and I've never felt more out of place than I did there! And I've found out later that the movie doesn't open in Denmark until November 11th! Woot!!

Friday: Drank hot chocolate (fall has finally reached Denmark. Didn't think it'd ever come!) with Maria, Nicole and he boyfriend. Watched "The Enchanted Castle" with Maria later, which is an absolutely wonderful movie. If you saw "Chihiro", you'll love this one! Went to Michael's flat (*shakes fist, though not quite as violently*) in the evening, before the GeoCenter-party. Unfortunately the others didn't warn me that Ouzo hits you quite hard, so I drank, like, 6 shots of it and was so unbeliavbly drunk before 1 am that Laura had to follow me home. It was so anti-climatic, because I had looked forward to talking to Anders (we'd been flirting all through the week), but that didn't happen. Hmm...

The weekend was spent doing nothing and takign care of my horrible hang-over. And texting with Rasmus, who I met a week before. We'd been texting all week, while I saw in Jutland. He wrote me on Saturday and asked if I wanted to take a walk with him in the sun, but I was sleeping, so it didn't happen. Then!! Yesterday! He wrote me and asked if I wanted to take a walk with him in the dark. And I did. Actually, the whole day was spent preparing for this, so I took the longest shower, exfoliated, did all those thing you see in movies, went shopping for new clothes (not just because of him. I needed new pants!). And then he came. And we kissed in the doorway. And we walked around the lakes, went by his place, down Strøget and back to my place (which was empty. Eee!), talking all the way. And we look at so many things in the same way, it's absolutely scary! And we ended up in the sofa, talking and kissing and eeeee!! He came at 8 pm and suddenly it was 1 am, so he had to go home. It's just all so wonderful and I love everything.

Now, studying for GIS final in October 28th.

Anders is really bloody cute. I caught him looking at me four or five times today. He caught me staring a few times, too. At one point we ran into each other at the information desk and he held the glass door open so I could walk through it, but because I'm the kind of person I am I didn't notice and just stopped dead in my tracks. Maybe because he *bloody smiled and looked me in the eyes and smiled some more and eeeee!!* And when I noticed I stuck to my old plan of just letting the other person through, because I always feel so awkward when letting someone hold the door. I was seriously so weak in the knees...! Kristine started talking to me, but it wasn't until the seventh or eighth step I finally noticed, because I was *so* gone. The smiling! And the eyes! Seriously, that guy can smile for five people. And his entire face just lit up. Aww...

I want to kill Michael more and more. He looked at me a few times, but not *once* did he try to come over to talk or at least say sorry. Or maybe even look apologetic! No, he just sat two rows in front of me, fooling around with two girls. God, he makes me so *mad!!*

In a week I'm going on yet another trip with Geography. Four days driving around the country, though mostly in Jutland. Should be a lot of fun! Only catch is that we'll be in some hostel in Viborg when we play Kazakhstan in the last game. I'll just be hanging out with the guys that night, then... Not that I mind!


You can't *not* love these two...!

I had the worst hang-over in my life today. It took be from 10 am to 6 pm to get over it, with frequent visits to the bathroom and a nap of 4 hours. God, I felt like shit... But it was all worth it.

Friday bar yesterday: Sadly Anders wasn't there, so my plan of seducing him (or something like it) kinda went out the window. I had so much fun with the girls and we had a few beers. Then Kathrine tells me that something I told Michael in confidence last Friday is now not as much a secret as it is a rumour floating around. Because Michael told Christian and Christian told Jonas and Jonas told Kathrine. That's the way Kathrine ended up knowing, but I don't think if the three guys told other people, too...! Argh!! *hates Michael* I told a lot of the girls and Timo and they're all on my side, so the entire female population of group D hates Michael, too. It's just too bad, because we're still in Nature geography group together... I hope Laura won't be caught in the middle.

But anyway! After hating Michael for about an hour I found out that Magnus had come! (not that I didn't know, because Thomas had told me four or five times earlier on). When he came I joined his group, Kalle-Thomas-Magnus. We ended up chatting about nothing and when we were kicked out because the closed we went to McDonalds and then to BioBar (the equivalent of our Friday Bar, but primarily for Biologists like Magnus). We didn't stay that long, but I ran into an old High School friend. Thomas drew some really really weird cartoons on me, like a huge dragon on my stomach...! o.O Kalle took off my shoes and I think he baptised my feet in beer, but I'm not really sure. Thomas and Kalle took their bus, but Magnus had to take another, so suddenly we were all alone. After some convincing I got him to follow me home (which was, like, 100 metres from the bus stop). And we ended up kissing in the street for half an hour. He was and still is the best kisser on the whole damned world. I could seriously kiss him all day long... But he had to go home, so he said goodnight and left. I don't know if it'll go anywhere, because he's still confused about something (I think it was to do with him breaking up with his girlfriend of three years), but I don't care. Sure, if he makes up his mind I'll be standing here with open arms, because he's the absolute sweetest guy in the world, but last night was just a sort of band-aid on the wound called Michael (*shakes fist in his general direction*).

Oh, and one of the older students from our Freshman trip has gathered up all the pictures and put them up on www.geografibilleder.dk. Yes, there are pictures of me. Yes, pictures of me dancing (and touching) Kalle/Timo/Anders. If I get the time I'll make a short pic spam of the most important people/events on the trip.

Tomorrow: Geography trip around Sealand, which should be a lot of fun. Only catch is that it's from 8 am, which means I have to get up at, like, 6:30, so I'll just go now. Sleep tight!

( No,couldn't *not* post this picture )

I am seriously stressed out, annoyed and I haven't eaten all day. It's bad enough that we had to stress for two hours earlier today, trying to get our Cultural geography assignment ready (we had 9 pages, it was supposed to be 5-6), but now we have both a Cultural *and* a Natural geography assignment for next week. And yesterday our teacher told us to read 70 pages from a book that the University Book store won't get for the next 10 days. And by then this block (the year is divided into four blocks of lectures) will have already finished. And today another teacher said that we should read 50 pages for tomorrow in a book that no one has mentioned yet. When you buy what they call "The Curriculum", you kinda start to think that *that's it!* That you won't have to think about buying more books, because you have already bought them! But, nooo! And of course they tell you just one bloody day too late, right? Oh, and those two assignments? We can't do them during the weekend, because *we're on a bloody trip with Natural geography!!* Couldn't they possibly have chosen *another week* for the two assignments?! We'll be out all day (oh, and autumn has finally reached Denmark) and won't be back until past dinner time. Fun for all.

And I lost my wallet with my ATM card, drivers' license, student ID and health care card. Nice. This means I have no money right now *and* I'll end up spending about 500-1000 kr getting new cards.

Not that life isn't great. I love my new friends at Geography, I saw my old high school friends this weekend and I'll see my grade school friends tonight at the release party. But it's just darned hard on me right now!

Doing a skip=380 is bloody hard...! And I shouldn't actually be doing it anyway, because I still have ten more pages about the names of Danish cities in the mideavel ages to read about. And it is NOT interesting in the least!

My voice is still not back to normal, but it's getting there. Had so much fun at uni today. I love my girls! And sending Anders looks across the hall is so nice, because this guy actually smiles back (as opposed to Mads and Thomas). He's so cute! Birgitte i lending me her memory card with pictures from the last two months (god, has it really been that long?), so there should be a chance of finding a picture of him somewhere! I got my second assignment back today and it was approved, so all is good in Teresa-land. Tomorrow a new assignment awaits, so how lucky am I? Fortunately I love the two people in my group (Kathrine and Andreas), so yay!

Going to Line's house-warming on Saturday. It's so weird that she's moved away from home...

I'm sorry that all my posts have been RL-posts lately, but I don't really have the energy to post about anything football-related and just general geekiness. But if you want to know about drumlins or dead ice, just let me know!

I don't know who of you read this, so I'm mostly writing this for my own sake, so that in a year I can look back at these "crush"-entries and laugh. I hope... O.o

Anyway. I thought everything was going pretty well. Yesterday was good. I had come to terms with the fact that Mads and I wouldn't get together and life was good. I had come to the conclusion that Lars is annoying to no end. And that's how Monday went. I ignored Mads, didn't talk to Lars and Thomas was nowhere near me. That all changed today. I sat down pretty close to Thomas at the lectures and we switched mp3-players and made fun of each other (Celine Dion? Seriously?). I kept glancing at Mads, because I might have come to term with the "no us"-thing, but he's still cute (okay, seriously? I couldn't concentrate all the way through the lecture and I kept thinking "I really want to lick that neck"), but didn't talk to Lars, in spite of him sitting practically next to me. So after bonding with Thomas (I don't want him in a romantic way, but as a friend. He's way too sweet not to be friends with) I walked down to the cantina, passing (and ignoring) Mads on the way (he said hey in a most cheerful way, I said hey in a...bored kind of way). In the cantina Birgitte asked if I'd talked to Lars, because he looked really depressed and hadn't talked to anyone all day. Then I started feeling all guilty, in spite of the others saying I shouldn't, because it really wasn't my fault. So I guess I have to talk to him tomorrow. After that Mads started to walk past me several times. In the beginning he didn't look at me and I didn't look at him, but the more times he past, the more I started looking at him and then we started doing the thing we did all. last. week: the looking into each others' eyes whenever our eyes met. Which they did. A lot. He walked out of the room twice and both times he held my gaze the entire walk.

So now I'm as confused as I was last week. If you'd asked me 24 hours ago I would have said I didn't care about all three of them. Now? Not so much.

Oh, and uni is taking all my time these days. Don't expect much of me on Mondays and Tuesday the next 6 weeks, because school is 9-5 and I need to prepare for the next day as well. And assignments to write. I need to read, like, 150 pages for tomorrow...

Can I please squeee a bit about Mads? Thank you!

We have been sending looks at each other all day, but I was completely confused as to if they were "why are you looking at me like that"-looks or "how *you* doin'"-looks. I am now absolutely positive they were the latter. I sat down to eat lunch and study with Laura and Kristine today and we were all completely absorbed in our glaciology book when he suddenly comes up from behind and starts talking. I was so shocked that I couldn't think of anything to say, but he started comparing our wrist bands (I have the Livestrong, Make Poverty History and Kick Racism Out, and he has the Livestrong and something with animals. Yes, I have been obsessing over my Livestrong armband the last week). He had to go to class, so he left. After classes we met again on the stairs, but I couldn't go with him because he had a bike and I didn't, but he had some string he kept whipping me with (yes.) and we said goodbye. On my way home he comes up from behind (he has a tendency to do that) and he follows me home (awww!!!). He, yet again, apologizes for kissing me That Fateful Night (that's, like, the tenth time), because he don't ususally drink, which I said I didn't either, something's just gone wrong since Chem started. Then I asked how old he actually was. His answer? "I'm 21, so I'm your age", as if to say that I'm in his age group, so there would be nothing wrong with going after me. Subtext. So much subtext. Then I asked him how many kids he saved on Saturday and he talked about how much he liked being thanked for saving them and stuff. And then I got yet another awkward hug from him, but we like each other and he's, like, 20 cm higher than me, so it's understandable. Oh, and he sat almost in front of me during lectures, and can I just say how much I've obsessed over his back? Muscles...! (I think he makes me feel safe...)

I've been bouncing all day. I literally started bouncing after the wrist-band incident and yet again when I came home!

I love life!!!