happy thoughts!!

Uhm... Hiya! Long time, no see. Well, I haven't really had anything to update with, so you guys haven't missed a thing.

I'm working a lot these days. I'm trying to get as much money as I can before I move, so I won't be in need of any kind (which I won't, anyways, because I have a "Child's savings" of 38.000 kr ;)). But it's still very very boring and I might even start looking for something new, because I'm so bored.

Adrian and I had our 6 months anniversary, which was spent having dinner at a nice little café in Strædet and afterwards stand-up with Rune Klan, Brian Mørk, an Australian and a cute little guy, who was the host. A very very nice night :)

My cousin came from Brazil and dropped off half of our ordered underwear. I love it!! Fortunately, we got our leopard underwear in this batch *cuddles it*. It really looks like Dolce & Gabbana! I also got my pink, royal blue and turtle-underwear (yes, <lj user="truntles", I have turtle underwear ;)). School starts on Monday and I am *very* much looking forward to it. On Friday we have the first Friday Bar of the year, where we'll meet the new first year-students. Among them are Astrid, who I was in pre-school with for 9 years, and (of course) Mads, who also started studying Geography last year and who was my first really real crush in the crazy crazy batch of men I went through last fall (some of you might remember him). Jesper told me today that some people had seen him in the halls today, when the firstlings started. This will be VERY insteresting! Went to parties at Egmont on Friday and Saturday last weekend. Friday was fun, as it was the first party with my friends for at leat 3 or 4 months. But Saturday was even better. It's the kind of party I've dreamed of for those 3 or 4 months. We had SO MUCH FUN! Alchohol was drunk (which meant that I became just that), dancing was done, four guys tried very very hard to pick me up (they were very cute *sighs*. I miss that part), I became friends with some of the people from Kristine's kitchen (it's a "hall of residence", as my dictionary informs me) and I ended up dancing the chicken dance to Bamse & Kylling at 6 in the morning and passing out in Kristine's bed, only to wake up at 2 pm with a craving for french fries. Ah, happiness. Now I'm watching Ajax - FC Copenhagen, which we'll definitely win (we're behind 0-2 from previous matches :P). I'm always an optimist ;)

Yes, I do realise that I already own "A short history of nearly everything" by Bill Bryson, but that doesn't mean that I'm crazy for ordering the illustrated version, too, does it? It's just...I love it. So much. I have always been a huge physics and chemistry geek or tried to be, but the teachers and books I've had hasn't explained it to me well, so because I couldn't understand it well enough I gave up and cast my love on other things. But then I read this book a little over a year ago. And it was literally love at first sight. I took it with my to my parents' summerhouse and read for three days. My parents have told me that I kept laughing and read paragraphs for them. When I came home I started looking into the whole Geography-business. All because of one man and one book. He is the sole reason for me studying geography.

I want to urge and encourage each and everyone of you to read this book. Even if you're not really the biggest geek and don't think math is fun I really think you will enjoy it.

And now we wait for Play.com to send it to me... (and "The Last Templar", because, yes.)

I've just more or less decided to cut Laura out of my life.

( About summer trip with Geography. In Danish )

I am crying and I hate her and I want to hit her. She just fucking twisted this all around...!! I really really don't want to see her, ever again!

Adrian is so sweet right now, I kinda think he really *would* hit her if he saw her tomorrow.

I don't know what I'm going to do...

It's been a week since my last update and yet another crazy crazy one of those. Field trip on Monday went well, in spite of it being incredibly cold. We went all around Copenhagen and saw things I've never seen before or thought of. Tuesday we had another field trip, which just so happened to be on the first day of spring! Woot! GIP is from said trip. We went to some forrests and dug holes in the ground to look and what different types of soils were there. Pretty interesting, actually! We ate lunch in the sun - wonderful!

Back to school on Wednesday - we had some lectures and after that all the madness broke loose. We had 15 Climate, soil and water-problems/assignments to turn in Friday (30 percent of the grade) at noon and my group really hadn't gotten much done before that. Not only did we have to redo some of the problems and math, we also needed to write text to each of them, which we found out was much harder than we thought! We worked our asses off that day and went home with some of the problems each. Only, Adrian came by later when his group was done which meant we didn't get much done. Thursday was the craziest day that week. We worked all day, from 9 to 7 with only two smaller breaks (lunch and some goodies in the afternoon). The nice ting was that Adrian was in the same room and I was in the craziest cuddling mood, so I constantly attacked him. Heh... Then I had to go babysit for my cousin and her husband. Their son slept through the whole evening, so that was cool. I sat in their house for four hours while chatting with the others and editing our text, so I got something out of it (besides the 200 kr and chocolate). When they came back at midnight Martin asked if he should take me home, but I told him to drive me back to geo, to the others. We had some fun/did some work for a couple of hours and went home at 2 am. Adrian and I ended up sleeping 3 hours that night. Friday we did some final editing and then went to print out at my dad's. Then Jesper, Christian, Andreas, Krister, Christina and I went to eat lunch together, which was so much fun. Went to the dentist and found out I had a cavity. At 4 pm Maria, Kristine, Asta, Birgitte and Kathrine came over to drink tea and eat cookies. We ended up sitting on the floor and Kathrine played piano - lots of fun! Then we went to the Fridaybar, which had a Schlager-theme. Woot! We had some fun (I only drank 1½ beer) and Adrian came. We went home at 11:30, I think. That makes three noghts in a row with him :) Spent most of Saturday just relaxing and having a good time with Adrian, Clara and her friend - very nice! He told me that he was in love with me. He knows I'm not where he is, so I just kissed him and snuggled him some more. If I get the time, I'll probably do and Adrian-post at some point. He left at 8 pm and I seriously spent the rest of the day on the couch and went to bed at 4 am. Yesterday I spent cleaning a bit and having fun with my family.

Today: Final class today, went to rusvejleder-meeting (yes, I am applying.) and then Kathrine and I went to our house to do some girly-bonding for some hours.

On Friday I have to turn in a 9-pages long assignment, which counts for 70 percent of my Growth, welfare and regulation-grade. The good thing is that I don't have any classes this week. The bad thing is that I have no overview on the assignment, because it's so complicated and complex. But I'll be alright...

On Friday next week, the 7th, I'm going to my only exam this block, for Climate, soil and water. Just so you know. And then vacation for two weeks!!

Busy, busy, busy...

Stress is in the air... Thee weeks and two days until my written exam in Climate, soil and water and I'm still confused about 50 % of it. And I have a Growth, welfare and regulation-assignment due on Monday and on the 29th. Going on trips for each of the classes on Monday and Tuesday, which takes away two days away from me.

Adrian-thing going pretty well. Geeky!Thomas (from chemistry, some of you might remember him from August, he was my first crush in this whole series of (un-)fortunate events) is Adrian's best friend at Geography, today he spent 15 minutes trying to get a picture of my ass. Yes. Don't know what to do about that, but I think I'm feeling flattered o.O

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I have a request for some generous soul. I am in the very unfortunate situation of having lost my VISA-card and my paid-account expires tomorrow, so if one of you could buy me $5-worth of paid account I would be happy to pay you back when I get my card in a week :) Anyone up for it? I would be most grateful!! *huggles the person in advance*

It's been a while since I updated propperly, I think, but things have just been so hectic at university, so I really haven't had the time/energy to update.

Let's just take things in order:
Adrian: Things are going better and better. In the beginning I didn't really feel much for him other than the fact that he was a nice guy, but he definitely felt more and he wasn't afraid to show it, which scared the living crap out of me. But the last week I've started to get this feeling in my stomach when I see him, so I'm taking that as a good sign :) ( A bit of TMI )

School: Very very stressful. Had to turn in a rather big assignment on Wednesday, which was more or less written the night before. It turned out okay, but I wouldn't be too surprised if I failed it. But all in all it's just stress all around. Next week, for example, I have presentations Tuesday, Wednesday ad Thursday. And exams are in a month...

Apartment-search: Went to look at apartments on Thursday with Maria and we'll apply for two of them. Both of them would require a third room mate, but we'll figure that out if we get them. One of them we want because it's perfect for us and is in a perfect place, and the other because they're possibly making it into andels-appartments (part rent, part bought), which would be a great way to get into the market.

Partying: Is going great. Fastelavns-party when great, I dressed as a business-woman, because I already had all the parts in my closet. It was actually really nice, albeit a bit warm. Adrian's best friend, Thomas (Crush #1), went as a gorilla in a full body-suit. No one except me and Adrian knew who he was, so it was hilarious to listen to people guessing who that nutball hopping around on the tables and eating lice out of people's hair was. Friends-party at Kristine's collegium was last ight and I had a blast! We were all dressed up (again), I was in the Safari-group, so I walked around in the ugliest part of shorts for 9 hours. I think my group was the one who bonded the most. We sang South African songs for 5 hours runing, in spite of no one knowing the real words for the song. Heh... But! I've told you guys about my thing for people called Magnus, which started with me flirting with this really gorgeous friend of Rebekka's ex-boyfriend a year ago, who sang me Westlife and Backstreet Boys-songs. So last night I sat next to this really flirtatious guy called, well, Magnus, who kept complimenting my sexy shorts (:P). A few hours later *another* Magnus shows up and it turns out that both of them sing in the same choir. At some point the second Magnus starts singing Westlife, R Kelly and opera to me, which for me was the biggest case of deja-vú. Turns out it's the same bloody Magnus who sang to me a year ago! And he really wasn't that good-looking after all. Heh... But it was such a weird night. Maria is going on a date tomorrow with someoneshe met there, so it's all good :)

It was a good party, but I've had a hangover all day, which is crappy, because I haven't been able to read for tomorrow. Crap... I'll just have to look at it now, I think... Oh, and an ATM swallowed my VISA-card for no reason at all, so I have keine Geld. Wonderful!

Uhm, yes. He told me that we were now having a relationship ("nu er vi kærester."). So I have a boyfriend. A real one, this time, which is so incredibly weird. It took, what? Four days for him to get this far? And I had to more or less beg Rasmus to put words on what exactly our relationship was after a *month!*

But, yeah. Boyfriend. Huh. It's such a strange feeling... I want to tell people, but I'd also rather have that no one knew, which is making me feel that it's quite possibly going a bit too fast.

The guys are already teasing me. Andreas, who I hadn't even told, asked me "how's the luuuurve goin'?" (yes, exactly like that). Jesper threw a tiny white paper heart at me with "T+A" written in it. Laura, Asta and Birgitte have all been over to order me on a date with him as soon as possible (which I don't really think I need...)

He's been over all afternoon and only left half an hour ago. My sister had apparently made dinner for us and was waiting for us downstairs, which I didn't know, so now she's all pissed at me. She was also waiting for me to put out my laundry so she could wash (which I didn't know, either), so, yeah. Pissed. But when Rasmus had been over in the beginning and we were too noisy she would be quite pissed the day after as well, so maybe it's related.

Wonderful! Now I need to read for tomorrow...

Yes, okay. You guys warned me but it took me this long to actually realise you were right. The Dating.dk-thing? Too much, waaay too much. I've been *seriously* flirting with five different guys, given my number to three and actually talked on the phone thrice with one of them. The Bilka-guy I think is really nice, but he's definitely thinking of me in a different way. Another one texted me from his skiing trip: "I don't have a girlfriend, so I'm giving you a Valentine's kiss :)" - he asked me what I was doing this weekend and I told him I have a lot of partying to do, so he said "then we'll just have to wait for another day". For what, exactly...? And then there's the last guy. The one I've been talking on the phone with. The one I actually think *could* lead somewhere if it weren't for two things: 1/ he lives in Esbjerg which is waaaay too far away => spending too much time (valuable time, at that) going back and forth. 2/ He is already too clingy. He wants to talk every night (I *hate* phones). He keeps saying that Copenhagen is too far away. He started this long ramble about him smoking, but being a considderate smoker and that he eats mints, so it won't be a problem, when...if we...you know... (<= his words). He just...keeps texting me about nothing. We do have the same type of humour and taste in movies, but he *works!* I thought that the whole difference between studying and working was something you could come past, but the way a day is spent is so much different when you work, because you can just let go when you come home - and I can't. He really is sweet, but he's just too much for me. As I told Katherine, I'm not sure I really want a boyfriend that bad - all I want is a snog every once in a while... And I don't need that snog to be in bloody Esbjerg...

So now I need to get out of this crap as fast as I can and I really don't know how to do it. Should I just go to the website and start writing apologetic letters, or something? What about the guys I have on MSN - should I block them? They really are good guys, all of them. And the ones who have my number...?

*sigh*

Sometimes I even surprise myself in how much crap I can get myself into...

Anyway, in other news I've had to oral presentations this week and they went so bloody well...!! I'm always extremely *extremely* nervous before a presentation which leads to me completely forgetting what I wanted to say. A complete blank. But not these two times! I got it! I actually did it without too much mumbling and I could answer questions and stuff!! Also, these courses are so much more fun than I initially thought. Who cares that they bring me 53-hour weeks (yes...), it's fun!!

Tomorrow: Three hours of soil geography, solving problems, Friday bar and possibly a birthday(/party) with Maria aftewards

Saturday: Eating dinner with Kristine and Birgitte and then going to Otto Mønsted Collegium for a party with Asta and Laura - woot! The Chemistry girls together again!

But, no. Really. What do I do about this crappy situation?

Howdy do, everyone!!

Just checking in to say that both of my exams are killed and very very dead! The first went so-so. The presentation went brilliantly, they liked our paper, but I completely messed up in the second question, so I ended up with an 8 (given for the average performance), which I'm okay with. A bit bombed, but okay. The second exam (today), on the other hand, is by far the absolute best exam I HAVE EVER HAD!!! There was such a nice air in the room, the teachers were happy, we joked around, we talked about our paper, they said they liked it (actually they said that we were the only ones who had written the paper they had hoped for). Everything was just...perfect. And we ended up getting an 11 (given for the independent and excellent performance), which is more or less the highest grade you can possibly get, because 13 is practically out of reach for *everyone*.

But, yeah. Life is great and I have an average of 9,3. Woot! Next block, meteorology, which I'll LOVE!

Tomorrow, going to the spa with Kathrine (which has become an exam tradition for us. We did it after the GIS exam as well). Friday, hanging out with Maria (I hope). Sunday, water pipe/girls' night with Asta and the girl from Geo). Next week: Wednesday, old students' party at my grad school. Thursday/Friday/Saturday, various outings with Maria at night, incl. a Fridaybar and a discoteque.

Woot!! Vacation until the 6th!!

My crush-tag entries is seriously the funniest thing in the world. I sound so confused and I am so sure through it all that I'm going to end up hurt (I did, but not really in the way I thought). On August 22nd I wrote this about Mads: "But he's so sweet, so if he keeps it up, I might just fall for him." Oh, really, now...!! Cue next two weeks of me being head-over-heels over Mads. On August 24th I write that the following Friday I will have to choose between Mads, Thomas and Lars. In reality I ended up getting my very first kiss from a guy called Magnus.

My life is so fucked up at some points... When I compare my life *now* to how it was a year ago, so much has changed! 12 months ago I was unemployed and I only saw five different friends on a regular basis. Now? Birth control-pills, a chlamydia test, a pregnancy scare, having kissed with 12-15 different guys (according to how you define a kiss), not having *remotely* enough hours in a day, two oral exams coming up in the next five days. During my vacation I am doing a party hat-trick with Maria. She decided it and I couldn't say no.

Now I *really* have to go read glacial morphology for tomorrow...!!

First exam: Monday at 2 pm
Second exam: Wednesday at 1:30 pm