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[shubassdk]

Eeee! First of all, thank you erjika for the package!!! I just got it! *dances* And I'll sleep with the cold virus tonight, just because! *huggles*

As a few of you know, I passed the chem exam and I'm totally ecstatics about it!! After intro classes and an intro lunch we went to Kongens Have park to drink some beer. I only had three, so I was only slightly drunk. We went to the dinner at 7 pm and I sat next to Thomas (but only because I slightly insisted that Laura and I sit next to him). I flirted all through and after dinner. We went to sit down and he said, in joke I think, "I know you have a crush on me, but we can only have a one-nigh-stand". The last bit I *know* he was joking, because he wouldn't say something like that. So of course I went to sit down with Lars (which is what every sane girl would do) and he flirted like OMG! He almost had his hand down my pants and were almost kissing me, but I refused and kept talking about his girlfriend! Go me! Then it was almost 12 am, so Kristine asked me if we should leave and I said okay. I'd kept asking Mads what the score was in the Ajax-Brøndby match (yay, unheardprophete), so when I went to say goodbye really grabbed me and kinda held me until I said I had to go to the bathroom. I went, but came back and say goodbye. He insisted on taking me home, but we only went as far the bicycles (where Kristine was). We said goodbye and he kissed me (more or less) on the mouth. He was drunk.

I'm fucking screwed up and no matter who I choose on Friday (because Friday is when it'll all happen), someone is going to end up hurt. And it's going to be me.

ETA: Oh, balls. What the hell am I going to do tomorrow. They all saw me fucking leave with him!

Comments

[erjika.livejournal.com]

Yaaay, you got it! :D *cuddles thee*

[yatina76.livejournal.com]

Sounds like you've got a real problem... :D Ah, to be young and have boy trouble! :p

One thing I'm not really sure of though, is who did you leave with?

[shubassdk.livejournal.com]

Oh, yes. Problem seems to be my middle name these days.

Mads. Which is...weird. I'll have to deal with that later, I think.

[mirabilelectu.livejournal.com]

Does the match result satisfy you, madam? :p

[shubassdk.livejournal.com]

Oh, yes it does!! It's wonderful! And it was actually the reason Mads and I started flirting yesterday, so, yeah. Weird. What a match.

I think I want to kiss him. Which I *so* could have done yesterday.

[mirabilelectu.livejournal.com]

Heh. What football isn't good for, eh? But oh, indeed, what a match. :D

How's it all going?

[shubassdk.livejournal.com]

It's...going. Been flirting with mostly Thomas today, only slightly with Lars and Mads and I have been staring at each other on and off the entire day. I rule!

oh, life...

[mirabilelectu.livejournal.com]

Three(!) boys, eh? That's going nicely. Can you get on MSN right now? *Lacks subtlety, wtf*

[lattara.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry, honey. I don't know what to advise you to do. *hugs*

[shubassdk.livejournal.com]

I want to say something clever, but all I can think is "life is so so strange sometimes".

Nothing bad happened today, but it's still very interesting to see how this whole...mess unfolds. How Mads kept looking at me. How Thomas kept teasing me about me stealing his straws last night. How Lars can just smile at everything.

[lattara.livejournal.com]

It is indeed.

*snuggles with you*