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[shubassdk]

Magnus just wrote me and told me that I'm a very very nice girl, but he's just come out of a three-year relationship and he hasn't completely come over this girl, so there can't be anything between us. Which I'm actually fine with. Sure, he was nice and good-looking, but I'm not really sure I'm looking for a relationship (though I don't actually know what I'm missing, so...). It was just nice to be with him for one night. To be held and touched and kissed and wanted. And, God, he was such a good kisser. I have never ever French kissed anyone before, but I really think I learned quickly. We just sat on the stairs for an hour, kissing and kissing and kissing. He had really nice lips... I followed him down to the door when he had to leave and we kissed some more. And them Timothy came. And I've told him about Thomas, Lars and Mads, so he completely broke down laughing when he saw us. God, I love that guy... Magnus kissed me once more and left and Timothy looked me in the eyes and said, "we're gonna have three wonderful years together".

We went to some club afterwards and Lars asked me if I was serious about Mads. And I am. I really think I could fall for that guy. Which goes against the whole no-relationship-thing, but who cares. Then we talked about our whole flirting thing, which is getting a bit out of hand and I asked him to tone it down, like, 90 %, because it really can't go any further (he licked me in my ear earlier that night). So I think things have finally been sorted out. I hope.

Mads.

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[lattara.livejournal.com]

*hugs you* I think you made the right decision, sweetheart, I really do.

[shubassdk.livejournal.com]

I think so, too. There really isn't any better way I could have dealt with all this. Maybe toned the Lars thing down earlier, but maybe that wouldn't have made him say those things to Mads which would have meant I wouldn't have held him when I followed him out yesterday and that he wouldn't have said that he wouldn't have believed Lars if he'd mentioned another girl but me and that I'm charming and stuff.

So, yeah. Good thing.

Oh, and hey, I've been thinking and Mads will definitely hear about the Magnus thing which will possibly put things in perspective for him and make him realise that he isn't the only guy in the world. I hope.

[(Anonymous)]

*hugs you again*

Good for you.

[xavantina.livejournal.com]

Oh, my little girl. *Huggles you*

[shubassdk.livejournal.com]

:P

I'm growing up so fast, am I not?