shubassdk | (no subject)

It seems I might have confused some people in my last post. About my last disappointment being something Rasmus had told me. It's true, I was disappointed when he first told me, but I'm more or less over it now. The thing is, I asked Rasmus what our relationship was and he said that he's afraid of the term "girlfriend" and what it entails. Basically he can't have a constant first priority, because of university, friends, hacky and all that stuff, which was what disappointed me, but the more I thought about it, the more I realised that he was right. I have to have time to write my papers and read all those city morphology pages, see my friends and stuff like that. He assured me (several times) that there is only me in his life and that there definitely is an us and that he definitely likes me a lot and I don't doubt that for a second. So these past few days have been spent texting sweet messages to each other, which I totally love. He came over yesterday and since he was so tired, we just lay next to each other, cuddling and talking for five hours. I'm beginning to realise that we have more in common than I first throught. We have the same sense of humour, taste in music and movies, he likes computers and cartoons and all sorts of other stuff. I just love finding out new things about him. And he's so understanding about my insecurities about my body, for example. It's so nice... We fell asleep in each others' arms and woke up at 7:30, only for Rasmus to convince me to stay away from my first two lectures and just lie kiss him instead. He followed me all the way to Geo. Aww... I'm sitting here, swooning all by myself. I miss him already...

So I hope I cleared everything up and that none of you are worried about me, because there's no need to be :)

Hope you are all well!!