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I am absolutely ready to die now. I have just returned home from university and finalising my 2nd report, the statistics-one. 26 pages, all in all. We've been writing until midnight for three days in a row, so we've *really* worked hard! We've ended up writing a really good report, far better than the others we've looked at, so we're really content. Timo wrote all the philosophical stuff, Laura the statistics, which I co-wrote, but I was mostly the person who did the Excel and the chorographical mapping, so I'll have to spend some time reading up on the other things before the exam. But it's done!! I can upload it if anyone wants to read it ;)

Tomorrow, hand it in at 1 pm and then do powerpoint presentation for the other exam, due at 4 pm. Then possibly relaxing in the night with a visit from Rebekka. The weekend will consist of reading the curriculum for the first report/rehearsing the presentation. Then oral exam on Monday. Reading statistics on Tuesday. And exam on Wednesday or Thursday.

I wanna die, I really do.

Also, the Magnus from Dating.dk-thing? *Seriously* getting more serious by the second. He wrote me this earlier: "I'm looking forward to seeing a real, live angel in the near future :)" I was in the middle of editing our report, so I didn't respond and then he started to do a Teresa, as in really freaking out about me not writing back after writing such a message and therefore he wrote another message an hour later, trying to take it back and saying that he don't want to push things too much and that he'll slow down. I actually forgot to answer *that* message, which made him freak even more and more or less breaking the whole thing off in his third text, saying that he got the picture and asking if we should just be friends. When I got home I got him calmed down on MSN and I think everything's olay now, because he called me a "naughty pirate". Yes. We're both weird. But he's sweet, so everything's good. I really will end up meeting this guy, I just know it. Plus, he's made a deal with his aunt, who'll take over his cats. So I can visit him in his apartment and not getting an allergic break-out, which is both weird and really sweet.

Oh, but the whole Anders-deal is interesting as well, because we were in the same room while writing today and literally *every time someone cracked a joke*, we looked at each other and laughed and kinda winked at each other. A member from his group needed help with the technical part of ArcGIS (map program), so I came and helped them. Anders was 5 cm's away from me and he kept looking at me!! I figured their problem out, walked away and heard Anders say, "she's just really really cool, isn't she?" Me? Grinning like an idiot.

As [livejournal.com profile] lattara said, "Oh, yes, everything is going according to plan: it's snowing again and Teresa's love life is complicated." Which really summs it all up, because it actually *is* snowing again!

I just want to thank [livejournal.com profile] elwing_white for sending me the little envelope full of goodies. Gay pr0n really must be the best way to get over both a broken heart and exam anxieties, so yay you!! Bel Ami rules so much *goes and watches Greek Holidays*

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Date: 2006-01-20 05:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xavantina.livejournal.com
You're gonna be just fine. Exams are piece of cake, you know your stuff.

And I assume that you will be telling me that in a couple of months, when I'm freaking out over my exams.

Hey, nice going on the love life. You managed to find a guy who is the complete opposite of the last one. You'll be able to judge future ones on a scale from one to the other. No seriously, he sounds sweet. I'd get totally freaked out by that and never speak with him, but that's just me.

I hate snow...

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Date: 2006-01-20 04:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shubassdk.livejournal.com
I'm really starting to think you're right about the whole Magnus-thing. It's become waay too serious, way too quickly and I'm not even sure, 1/ if I like him that way, or 2/ if I'm ready for something as serious as he seems to. As I told Laura today, I really am happy enough flirting with Anders during the day and becoming excited about that, and going clubbing with my friends and possibly kissing some guy. I really don't think I want a boyfriend right now, which is so weird to realise, because I've fantasised about that for so many years, now...

Why can't I find someone normal and in-between? Why is it that I meet the perfect guy and he doesn't want to commit and afterwards I find a sweet, but kinda boring, guy who wants to commit waaay too much. Aren't there any ones who are, like, 50-50?

I'm so confused...

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Date: 2006-01-20 11:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xavantina.livejournal.com
You'll find someone... Eventually... Because that's the way it always is.

Or we could just be single and lonely together! Yay! Only I'm not lonely, as much as pleasantly non-committed.

And no, there's no such thing as a male creature who is 50-50. You're lucky if you find one who is 60-40 or something like that.

*Huggles you* Oh, honey. It's gonna be okay.

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Date: 2006-01-21 12:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shubassdk.livejournal.com
Yeah, you're right. The Right Man is out there, just waiting for me. Possibly preparing for some kind of natural science-exam. I'll marry someone in science, I'm sure.

We could! That's actually what I want right now. To be able to kiss a random guy and flirt with Anders during the day (and maybe kiss him at a party, if My is out of the picture...?). I'm not lonely either and soon I will be pleasantly non-commited, too!

I could settle for 60-40. But the whole 10-90 and 90-10 is just too much for me... But the perfect guy would switch between 40-60 and 60-40 according to my mood and my plans. Ha!

Yes, yes I know. I think a vacation would make me less stressed/weirded out/all of the above, and then some *huggles you back*

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Date: 2006-01-20 05:13 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] lattara.livejournal.com
I've always been good with summaries, haven't I? Heee.

*hugs you a lot*

I know this is hard, darling, but you're doing *great*. And (this might be a very odd comment, considering who we are and where we live) - I'm proud of you.

Now, please don't tell anyone (*ever*) that I was that sentimental.

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Date: 2006-01-21 12:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shubassdk.livejournal.com
You have!! And that one *really* nailed it! Especially when you think of my late summer/fall... I just wrote all the names up tonight - I have one impressive record, especially because it all took place in 6 weeks...!!

Yeah, I know. I just want it overwith, so I can start hanging out with my friends and actually *comment* on what you guys write in here... I feel like such a bad friend, sometimes.

Aww, you are!? That makes me feel so warm and fuzzy inside!! You're so sweet to me, honey. *loves you*

No, mom's the word!

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Date: 2006-02-04 10:05 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] lattara.livejournal.com
You're not a bad friend, honey, trust me. I mean, look at me! I only replied to your comment just now.

*slaps self*

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Date: 2006-01-21 12:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vampirespider.livejournal.com
*loves you loads* *hopes everything works out*

*has nothing sensible to say*

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Date: 2006-01-21 12:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shubassdk.livejournal.com
It's okay, I feel like that way too much these days, so I know how you feel.

*loves you loads, too*

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