Well, that would have been with Rasmus. And yet again I didn't think it would happen, mostly because I'd told him to stay above the naval area, but of course that progressed a lot, too. We went back to his parents' place, because that was the closest and we just...had a lot of fun. Because my only experiense with sex had been so bad I didn't really expect anything remotely close to fireworks, but it was actually really good! He knew I had practically no experience, so he pretty much guided me through the particular parts of it and was really understanding. It was so nice... I think we were in his bed by 2 or 3 am and I didn't leave the room until 12 hours and many many good experiences later ;) And only one hour of sleep. All was good! I hadn't noticed but he had given me an extremely big hickey, so everyone looked at me with a very weird look on their faces. I went to Maria's slumber-party birthday in the evening and actually fell asleep at the national football match, that's how exhausted I was. They kept saying I looked like I had been raped, judging by the hickeys on my neck. And that I glowed...
Yeah, I would like to find someone like that, again... Because I'm not in love with Adrian. He's nice, sure, but that's kinda...it. He's definitely in love with me, but I don't know. And it's not fair to him to let him hang like that, so I have to set a date and if my feelings haven't changed by then I have to break up with him.
Exactly, I'm trying to cool things down a bit. He's already met my parents and stuff... It's just too much and I'm not even sure I'm ready/have the time for a boyfriend. It takes a crap-load of time, I'll have you know!
But if you have any questions in the future about this whole...thing. Just ask me :) Also if you at some point need pointers and tips I will gladly be of service!
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Date: 2006-02-27 08:21 pm (UTC)Well, that would have been with Rasmus. And yet again I didn't think it would happen, mostly because I'd told him to stay above the naval area, but of course that progressed a lot, too. We went back to his parents' place, because that was the closest and we just...had a lot of fun. Because my only experiense with sex had been so bad I didn't really expect anything remotely close to fireworks, but it was actually really good! He knew I had practically no experience, so he pretty much guided me through the particular parts of it and was really understanding. It was so nice... I think we were in his bed by 2 or 3 am and I didn't leave the room until 12 hours and many many good experiences later ;) And only one hour of sleep. All was good! I hadn't noticed but he had given me an extremely big hickey, so everyone looked at me with a very weird look on their faces. I went to Maria's slumber-party birthday in the evening and actually fell asleep at the national football match, that's how exhausted I was. They kept saying I looked like I had been raped, judging by the hickeys on my neck. And that I glowed...
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Date: 2006-02-27 08:24 pm (UTC)Also, plz find me someone like that soon. Stop. Am going crazy. Stop.
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Date: 2006-02-27 08:30 pm (UTC)Yeah, I would like to find someone like that, again... Because I'm not in love with Adrian. He's nice, sure, but that's kinda...it. He's definitely in love with me, but I don't know. And it's not fair to him to let him hang like that, so I have to set a date and if my feelings haven't changed by then I have to break up with him.
And now I feel like Rasmus, I really do.
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Date: 2006-02-27 08:32 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-02-27 08:34 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-02-27 08:36 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-02-27 08:38 pm (UTC)Just pimped this post to Chris. I wonder what her reaction is...
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Date: 2006-02-27 08:38 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-02-27 08:41 pm (UTC)But if you have any questions in the future about this whole...thing. Just ask me :) Also if you at some point need pointers and tips I will gladly be of service!
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Date: 2006-02-27 08:42 pm (UTC)